interest, but the tension was all between Jonas and Em.
âProbably. He has more skin grafts to go,â Em told him, once more gathering the little boy to her breast and cradling him like her own. âBut he was becoming institutionalised. I couldnât bear it.â
âAnd Loriâs a good house mother?â
âThe best,â Em said warmly, and looked over Robbyâs fuzzy head at her friend. âWeâve had some wonderful housemothers here. Wendy. Erin. The most committed women⦠And Loriâs the absolute best.â
âIâm glad to hear it,â Jonas said simply. âI suspected as much, and Iâm grateful. I persuaded Lori to look after Annaâs kids today on a temporary basisâI gather sheâs the only home mother without a full houseâbut if thereâs a major problem and Anna needs an operation then theyâll need to come here for a while.â
Em frowned, thinking it through. âIs that possible, Lori?â
âIt is,â Lori told her. âIâve just got off the phone from the powers that be. We can juggle it. Jonas wants something concrete to tell his sister tonight. She needs to know that, no matter what, her kids will be safe.â
âSheâs having second thoughts,â Jonas told Em. âAbout having the tests. She says thereâs no one to look after the children if she has to have an operation, so why bother having the tests at all?â
âSheâs badly frightened,â Em said, and he nodded.
âI know. Thatâs why everything has to be settled and easy.â
âYou donât think you could assure her youâd take care of the kids yourself?â
âEven if Anna would agreeâwhich she probably wouldnâtâI donât think I could,â he admitted honestly, his engaging smile flashing back again. âTheyâre four, six and eight years old respectively, and Iâm a bachelor, born and bred. My childminding skills are about nil. Itâd be much easier to work for you and pay Lori to do it.â
âCoward.â
He chuckled out loud. âRather be a chicken than a dead hen.â Then he paused. Robby had snuggled into Emâs shoulder and was falling asleep before their eyes.
Institutionalised? Maybe not, he thought as he watched. This wasnât a baby who was turning away from the world. The little one was bonding with the adult whoâd become permanent. With Em.
And Em knew it. The bonding was a state Em mistrusted, and it was the real reason the little boy was no longer in hospital. She couldnât handle her increasing feelings for him, but she had to keep treating him. Apart from being the only doctor in the place, she couldnât bear not to.
She held him now, and the same familiar longing flooded through her. The longing to hold him for ever had hit unexpectedly when sheâd treated him the night his parents had diedâthe night of the accidentâand it had never faded. And, quite simply, she didnât have a clue what to do about it.
âEm, you know Lori and youâre great with Anna. I have an idea.â Jonas was speaking to her, and she had to force her attention away from her babyâno, her patient âand back to Jonas. He glanced at his watch. âHave you eaten?â
Eaten? He had to be joking. When did she get dinner before nine at night?
âNo,â she said shortly, and he nodded.
âThen can I ask you to eat and then do a house call?âhe said. âWith me? Iâll prepay you for the house call with fish and chips on the beach.â
âFish and chipsâ¦â
âYou do eat fish and chips?â Once more came his resigned tone that told her he thought she was a dope, and she had to chuckle. OK, she was acting like one. Maybe she even deserved to be treated as such.
âSure I eat fish and chips,â she told him. âYou show me a resident of Bay Beach who
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