Les.â
âHow do you do? To show Les hereâââ
âCome on.â She began to lead him out. Edwin had the impression â but he might have been wrong â that shemade a quick face to the Stone brothers, a face indicating that her husband was not quite normal, that he mustnât be encouraged to start talking. He was sure that she did not point her finger to her temple, however. Fairly sure.
CHAPTER FOUR
They walked back to the hospital, Sheilaâs hand firm on his arm. It was not even tea-time yet: his outing had been brief. Only on the steps before the main entrance did Edwin ask her what heâd wanted, yet feared, to ask. Sheila said:
âI think Iâm sure of the way now. Even in the dark. Iâll be able to come on my own.â A cold breeze suddenly blew, crinkled leaves scuttled along the pavement. Edwin said:
âWhat did Railton want to see you about?â
âRailton?â
âYou know, the doctor. Look,â said Edwin, âitâs cold. Come into the vestibule for a bit.â
âIâd rather not. Really I wouldnât. Iâll be so glad when youâre out. I hate hospitals.â
âWhat did he say?â
âI told you, didnât I? That everythingâs going to be all right and that nobodyâs to worry.â
âCome off it. He didnât have you in just to say that. What did he really say?â
âThere was a bit more, but it was me who did the talking, really. He wanted certain things confirmed, things in the original report.â
âSuch as?â
âOh, you know as well as I do. About you collapsing and so on. How much you drank. Our married life. Whether we were happy and so forth.â
âWell, were we, are we?â
âOf course we are.â She didnât sound too convinced. She put her hands in the tiny pockets of her costume jacket. âItâs cold. Thank God I brought my fur coat back.â
âAnd about sex, of course?â
âAbout sex. Look, it is getting really cold, isnât it? I donât think itâs good for you to stand out in the cold.â
âWhat do they suspect is wrong with me?â asked Edwin.
Sheila hesitated. âThey donât know what they suspect. They say that thereâs obviously something wrong but they hope soon to find out what. They donât think itâs too serious.â
âHow can they think that when they donât know what to suspect?â
âI donât know. Iâm not a doctor. Look, Iâm cold. Thatâs all that was said, honestly.â
âRight,â said Edwin. And then: âIâm sorry about the sex-life.â
âOh, everything will be all right. Iâm sure of that.â She stamped daintily, dancing up and down in the cold. âIt was silly of you to come out in your bedroom slippers.â
âYes. What are you going to do this evening?â
âOh, hell,â said Sheila, âwhat can I do? Itâs not much fun for me, either, you know, stuck here in a cheap hotel, knowing nobody.â
âYou know a window-cleaner and a couple of Jewish twins.â
âOh, donât be silly. You know perfectly well what I mean. Theyâre half -Jewish, anyway. Leo knows Burma, or says he does. He was in the Navy.â
âI suppose Iâd better go in.â He wanted the cosy ward, tea brought round by the Italian ward-maids, a read of the article on morphology in the latest Language .
âItâs no fun.â She seemed ready to resume at length. âWhat do you want me to do with my evenings?â
âThereâs the cinema, balletâââ He couldnât think of anything else. âThe theatre,â he remembered. âOpera.â They all sounded dull.
âI canât go on my own, you know.â
âSome women do.â
âThis woman doesnât. Thereâs a man with a beard who comes into the