Jamie?â
âHe hasnât hurt me,â Jamie told them very quickly. âHe came to me after school aboutâa couple of weeks ago. I was scared, but he didnât hurt me, and he said he wasnât going to. He just wanted to talk to me. I didnât want to, but what else was I supposed to do, go running to Mae after everything sheâd done? Call you guys?â
âYou couldâve called,â Alan assured him. His voice was warm enough to strike a grateful smile from both Jamie and Mae.
âOh yes,â Nick said. âCall anytime. I love to chat.â
âHe really did just want to talk. I didnât want anyone else to get involved. I didnât want to risk Mae getting hurt,â said Jamie. âItâs not that I trust him. I donât trust him. I know he hurts people, but he was being reasonable. All he asked was for me to hear him out, and I thought that if I did there was a chance heâd just go away.â
âYou should have known magicians only want one thing,â Nick said. Jamie abruptly flushed scarlet. Nick smirked and went on, âTo recruit you for their magical army of darkness.â
Jamie nodded cautiously. âI said no. Iâm still saying no. Itâs all under control.â
âYeah, itâs all totally under control,â Mae burst out. âI saw you in that alleyway, and your new friend froze me before Icould say a word or move a muscle. Like someone getting their dog to sit or pressing pause. Like I was a
thing
.â
Jamie looked at her with wide-eyed concern, but Mae wasnât ready to forgive him yet. She looked away and her eyes found Nick, still standing apart from them all, still looking out the window. His thumb was casually hooked in the loop of his jeans, and as she looked at his hand resting against his thigh, she noticed something new: He was wearing a silver ring. She could see there were shapes carved in the silver but not what they were, and she was a bit surprised. Nick had never struck her as the jewelry type.
Like it mattered. Like sheâd ever really known anything about him at all.
âIâm sorry, Mae,â Jamie said in a small voice. âHe doesnât really think thatâthat non-magical people are as important as magicians. Itâs not his fault, exactly. He started doing magic when he was really young, and his family was terrible to him about it, and then the magicians came for him when he wasnât much older than ten and he was so grateful, he felt so
rescued
, he believed everything they believed. It doesnât meanââ
âThat heâs a bad person?â Nick asked. âHe kills people. Now Iâm no expert, but doesnât that make you a bad person?â
Jamie glared at Nick. âYouâve killed a lot more people than he has. What does that make you?â
âNot a person,â Nick murmured, not sounding particularly interested. âSurely you remember.â
There was a short and extremely uncomfortable silence.
âIf youâre not a magician,â said Alan, quiet and thoughtful, to all appearances entirely unconscious that anyone might be feeling the least bit awkward, âthen how did you just do magic?â
âIâve been practicing,â Jamie admitted. âJust a little. Geraldâs been teaching me some things.â He paused. âIâm sorry. I wonâtâI wonât do it anymore.â
Jamie looked guilty, and it broke Maeâs heart, even if she was angry with him. Heâd been born with these powers, and heâd hidden them from everyone for years. Heâd even hidden them from her, and she hated that. She resented him for lying to her and making her feel stupid, and at the same time she hurt for him when he talked about doing spells as if heâd committed a crime.
Mae wanted to tell him he didnât have to stop, but she wasnât about to encourage this connection with