story about youâI was really pouring it onâshe just went back in the house.â
âWhat story were you telling?â
âAbout the time you broke your arm,â he said swiftly, happy he came from a family where lying was an inborn gift. âAnd that when they set it you didnât take any ether andââ
âI never broke my arm.â
âOh, I thought you did. Well, anyway, she wouldnât listen. She went in the house and started playing the piano. You heard that?â
Simon nodded. âWell, I got to go in.â
âSure.â
Their eyes met again, a questioning look, but both of them turned away before anything was revealed. Tony âkept watching Simon as Simon walked up the steps. Then he shrugged. âAnh!â He made the motion of pushing Simon and the whole stupid business away as he turned to go home.
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âDid you and Tony have a fight?â Simonâs mother asked as he came in the door.
âWhy do you ask that?â
âBecause you always have that look on your face when you have a fight.â
âI donât have any âlookâ on my face.â
âYes, you do. Your face gets red andââ
âMaybe Iâve been running. Maybe Iâve been in the sun.â He resented the fact that his emotions showed on his face. âJust leave me alone.â
He was aware that his mother was watching him closely. Ever since his father left, she had been doing this. How are you? How do you feel? Is there anything wrong? Talk to me. It was as if she never wanted to be taken by surprise again.
âIâm not going to run away and live in a forest, if thatâs what youâre thinking,â he had said once in exasperation. âMay I remind you of my allergies and my magnetic ability to attract wasps?â
âI know youâre not going to run away,â sheâd said, but the fact that heâd put the thought into words only seemed to make her worry more.
âSimonââ
âOh, leave me alone,â he said again. He sometimes had the feeling that when he died, if people would just leave him alone, he could come back to life.
She sighed and smiled. âThen tell me what isnât wrong, tell me something, anything.â
He paused, his red face turned toward the blank television set. The TV had gone out three months ago, during a rerun of Bonanza, Simonâs favorite show, and Mrs. Newton had not had it repaired. From habit, Simon still watched the blank screen when he wanted to be diverted.
âTell me something that happened at school today,â she suggested.
He looked at her. âAnd I can go to my room?â
âYes, if itâs about you. Donât tell me about somebody throwing up in the cafeteria.â
âThat happened yesterday. Well, letâs see. Oh, hereâs the big news of today. We are having a nutrition play. This is because Miss McFawn used to teach first grade where they did nothing but put on plays. I have been selected for a lesser roleâthe peanut butterâbut I shall try to bring dignity and character to the part. Can I go?â
âWhatâs Tony?â
His face did not change expression. âDill pickle.â
âGo on.â
âWell, thatâs basically it. One of the green beansâLaura Goodeâhit me because I laughed when Tony said she actually resembled a green bean from the side.â
âAw.â
â Hard , Mom. Look.â He found a small bruise above his elbow and showed it to her. âAnd then I was falsely accused of calling two other girls sacks of potatoes and one girl a tub of blubber, which, incidentally, she does resemble. The tub of blubber did not hit me, fortunately, or I would be in the hospital.â
He looked at her, keeping his face bright and cheerful so she would know he was fine and leave him alone. âIs that enough?â
âYes.â
âCan I go