chance?â her mother demanded.
The baby whimpered, either because she was picking up on the sudden tension or because Melissa was holding her too tightly. âNo,â she whispered, fighting the sting of tears as she kissed her daughterâs silky cheek. âNo, Iâm not willing to take that chance.â
She had been weaving pipe dreams, just as her mother had guessed. The risk of trying to make them come true, though, was far too great. Rather than winning back Cody, she could very well lose her child. She would die before she let that happen. Sharon Lynn was the most important thing in her life.
All the way home she assured herself that she only needed a few days. If she kept the secret just a few more days, Cody would be gone and that would be the end of it.
Later that night she sank into the rocker beside Sharon Lynnâs crib and set it into motion, hoping to lull the baby to sleep and to quiet all those clamoring shouts in her head that told her she just might be making the second worst mistake in her life by keeping silent. As much as she hated to admit it, her mother was right about one thing. If Cody did learn the truth from someone else, there was no telling what he might do to exact revenge.
Chapter Three
F or the past two days Cody hadnât been able to stop thinking about his brief meeting with Melissa at the funeral. She looked exactly as heâd remembered her, her long hair a tangle of fiery lights, her body slender as a reed except for the lush, unexpected curve of her breasts.
Even before heâd heard her voice, in that instant when heâd caught her to prevent her from falling, heâd known it was her just from the way his body had reacted to touching her. He had hated that reaction, hated knowing that his desire for her hadnât waned at all despite the months of self-imposed exile. That seemed like the cruelest sort of punishment.
Late that night after the funeral heâd been pacing downstairs when his father had come out of his office and caught him. Harlan had guessed right off that his agitation had to do with Melissa, though heâd been uncommonly cautious in broaching the subject.
âI thought I saw Melissa at the church today,â Harlan had said casually after heâd pulled Cody into his office and they were both seated in comfortableleather chairs in front of a blazing fire, glasses of whiskey in hand. At the reference to Melissa, Cody had put his aside without tasting it. Heâd feared if he got started, heâd never stop.
âShe was there,â heâd conceded, his voice tight.
âDid you get a chance to talk to her?â
âWe have nothing to say to each other.â
âI see,â Harlan said. Heâd let the silence build for a bit, taking a sip of his drink before adding nonchalantly, âI heard sheâs been working at Dolanâs Drugstore, running the soda fountain for Eli. Doing a good job, too. Eli says business is up. The kids are hanging out there again instead of driving to the fast-food place out on the highway.â
Cody hadnât even acknowledged the information. Heâd just tucked it away for later consideration. Ever since, heâd been considering what to do about it.
He could drive into town, march into Dolanâs and confront Melissa about what sheâd done to him, something he probably should have done the very night heâd found her with Brian. He could raise the kind of ruckus that would be the talk of the town for the next year. It would go into the textbook of Cody Adams lore that had begun when he was barely into puberty. If half the tales had been true, he would have worn himself out by the time he was twenty.
Sighing, he conceded he couldnât see much point to adding another wild exploit to his reputation. A scene would only rake up old news, embarrass Melissaânot that he cared much about thatâand tell anyone with half a brain that Cody
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