quite capable.â
âHeâs very good. The best there is, saving your presence, sir.â He nodded to Alan.
âOh, for heavenâs sake, Jonathan, weâre long past the âsirâ stage. Whatâs got you going all formal on us?â
âSorry, sâ Alan. Itâs been rather an unsettling day.â
I looked at him more closely. His face was a bit pale, and he slumped in his wheelchair. âIt has,â I agreed, âand youâre tired to death. Alan, letâs feed this man and send him home. Heâs had enough for one day.â
I was ready for collapse, myself. Once weâd had our food and sent Jonathan on his way, in a taxi Alan insisted on paying for, we went wearily back up to our luxurious room, and at last I could take off my shoes. âAlan, Iâm worried about that boy,â I said, blissfully stretching my toes.
âHardly a boy. Heâs thirty-two, I believe.â
âOh, one foot in the grave, I see. No, from where I sit, heâs a boy, and heâs in a bad state.â
âThe pain, you mean? Or his financial situation?â
âAll of that,â I said with a frown, âbut a lot more, as well. He talked to me while you were off getting the drinks. Heâs extremely depressed; thinks heâs washed up, useless. Thatâs really why I was so intrusive about sticking around to see the body. I thought heâd show some enthusiasm at being included in an investigation again. The old fire horse would perk up at the sound of the bell. He didnât, though, once his first interest waned.â
âNo, he was remarkably quiet the rest of the afternoon. Ah, well, he was tired.â
âAs am I. Oh, Lord, itâs way too early to go to bed, and too late to take a nap.â
âIt is never,â said Alan, removing his tie, âtoo late for a nap.â
It was, though. I slept far too long, and although Alan and I had our supper at a pub, with more beer than I usually allow myself, I had a very hard time getting to sleep. I kept thinking about that poor girl under the bush. Who was she? Why had she dressed that way, in those outlandish shoes and so much make-up? Was she a tart, as Chief Superintendent Carstairs had suggested? No mother, I thought, would have wanted to let the girl go out looking like that, although I knew mothers sometimes had little influence over girls that age. Not for the first time, I realized that my childless state had some compensations.
Perhaps sheâd run away from home? If so, it had been recently. She had seemed healthy and well nourished, and her clothes had been clean when sheâd put them on.
Had she been raped? It seemed likely, given the way she was found. But a royal park, even at night, seemed an odd place for an assault. Surely they were patrolled? But she had been in an unfrequented, indeed a forbidden area. And why was that gate unlocked, the camera vandalized?
The police will know, I told myself, turning over and punching the pillow for the tenth time. The police will do their job. Itâs none of your business.
Alan grunted, almost as if agreeing in his sleep.
I got up to go to the bathroom, an all too frequent necessity at my age. All that beer didnât help. I drank a glass of water to deal with the thirst that comes after too much alcohol, and crept back into my comfortable bed.
But how are they going to begin, since they donât know who she is? London is an enormous city, and a haven for those who want to lose themselves. Though that isnât so easy nowadays, I thought, turning over again. Computers, email, cell phones, all those other âhand-held electronic devicesâ the airlines are so fond of telling you not to use â everything leaves a trail. People are easy to trace. If she ran away from home, somebody will have reported her missing. Theyâll find out who she was. Leave it to them, Dorothy. Leave it.
I turned over once more,