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S he woke with her heart pounding, her hands clutching at the bed as the sensation of falling rocked her.
Reaction, she told herself. Just a projection reaction. She rolled herself up, saw sheâd slept until noon.
Enough. She needed a shower, a change of clothes and to get the hell out. Sheâd done everything she could do, told the police everything sheâd seen. Mr. Slick killed Blondie and himself, ripping away two lives, and nothing could change it, especially obsessing over it.
Instead, obsessing, she grabbed her iPad, went on a search for any stories about the murder.
âRunway model falls to her death,â she read. âI knew it. She was built for it.â
Grabbing the last cupcakeâknowing better but grabbing it anywayâshe ate while reading the sketchy story about the two deaths. Sage Kendall. She even had a modelâs name, Lila thought. âAnd Oliver Archer. Mr. Slick had a name, too. She was only twenty-four, Thomas. Four years younger than me. She did some commercials. I wonder if Iâve seen her. And why does that make it worse somehow?â
No, she had to stop, do what sheâd just told herself to do. Clean herself up and get out for a while.
The shower helped, as did pulling on a light summer dress and sandals. Makeup helped more, she admitted, as she was still pale and hollow-eyed.
Sheâd walk out of the neighborhoodâaway from her own thoughts,maybe find somewhere for a quick, decent lunch. Then she could call Julie, maybe ask her to come over again so she could just dump all this out on a sympathetic, nonjudgmental ear.
âIâll be back in a couple hours, Thomas.â
She started out, walked back, picked up the card Detective Fine had given her. She couldnât reasonably stop obsessing until sheâd finished obsessing, she told herself. And there was nothing wrong with an eyewitness to the murder portion of a murder/suicide asking the investigating detective if theyâd closed the case.
In any case, it would be a short, pleasant walk. Maybe sheâd use the pool when she got back. She wasnât technically supposed to have use of the complexâs pool or gym as a non-resident, but the most considerate Macey had wheedled around that block.
She could swim off the dregs of fatigue, stress, upset, then end the day with a whine session to her best friend.
Tomorrow, sheâd go back to work. Life had to go on. Death reminded everyone life had to go on.
A sh emptied the contents of the bag. âEffects,â they called them, he thought. Personal effects. The watch, the ring, the walletâwith too much cash, the card case with too many credit cards. The silver key ring from Tiffanyâs. The watch, the ring, had likely come from thereâor Cartierâs, or somewhere Oliver had deemed important enough. The slim silver lighter, too.
All the shiny pocket debris his brother had gathered up on the last day of his life.
Oliver, always on the edge of the next big thing, the next big score, the next big anything. Charming, careless Oliver.
Dead.
âHe had an iPhone, weâre still processing it.â
âWhat?â He looked up at the detectiveâFine, he remembered. Detective Fine, with the soft blue eyes full of secrets. âIâm sorry, what?â
âWeâre still processing his phone, and when weâve cleared the apartment, weâll need you to go through with us, identify his possessions. As I said, his license lists an address in the West Village, but our information is he moved out three months ago.â
âYeah, you said. I donât know.â
âYou hadnât seen him for . . . ?â
Heâd told her, told her and her hard-faced partner all of it when theyâd come to his loft. Notification, thatâs what they called it. Personal effects, notification. The stuff of novels and series television. Not his life.
âA couple of months.