and I can read children pretty well. Here lately, heâs seemed very hostile. Heâs on edge quite a bit, and itâs almost as if something drastic has happened. So, naturally, we try to reach out to mom and dad to see if there are any significant changes at home?â
I scoffed inwardly. The hairs on my neck bristled on end as I listened to the man describe a stranger. It took a moment for me to grasp that there was a question in his statement.
âOh, nothing has changed at home,â I said quickly, realizing how long the pause had been. He eyed me skeptically.
âWe often see this sudden change when parents talk of divorce, or if a close relative dies suddenly.â He tried to lead me into a confession. I had nothing for him.
I sat erect in the chair, my hands folded in my lap as he described a couple of other possible scenarios that could explain the change in my sonâs behavior. Still, I felt lost. At home, Kevin Jr. seemed normal. I would notice the so-called change if it was as drastic as the principal described.
Then, as if he had read my mind, he asked, âBy chance, have you noticed any changes at home?â
âNothing. This is all so strange to me.â
âWell, we finally called when Kevin told Lucas that heâd slap the piss out of him the other day,â Principal Johnson said.
âLucas Stevens?â My eyebrows probably touched my hairline.
Lucas lived a few houses down, and the boys played together often, or at least they used to. I knew where my son had heard those words, and I prayed the principal didnât question their origin, although I feared he already knew.
âSo, again, this is completely unlike Kevin. We are at a loss.â
The two swigs in the parking lot had definitely not been enough. I shouldâve drained the flask, I thought as I stared blankly at Principal Johnson. I wasnât sure what he wanted me to say.
After a few additional moments of awkward and uncomfortable silence between us, he asked, âYou do stay at home? I mean, you donât work outside the home, correct?â
It might have been the way he asked. I was instantly irritated.
âThat is correct.â
It never failed. Everyone thought that was supposed to make such an incredible difference. Right off the bat, I knew where his mind was. Of course my kid couldnât act up. My perfectly manicured lawn, and leisure-by-day, laid-back lifestyle didnât allow for such an abnormality.
After all, I did stay at home! What in the hell was I doing with all of my free time? Was I too busy consuming bonbons and being pampered to notice that my perfect, suburban kid was morphing into a thug? He probably thought I had a gardener whose bedroom privileges blinded me to the chaos that had been brewing in my own damn house.
Being under the principalâs scrutiny was no fun at all. I really needed to have a talk with my child, and then enjoy a stiff drink.
6
IVEE
M y focus centered on the hairline crack that created a zigzag pattern on the wall near the clock. I was determined not to check the time again. It seemed as if the hands had started to taunt me long ago. Could they move any slower? Had they gone a few seconds backward? I sighed. When thoughts of what I wouldâve rather been doing flashed through my mind, I shook them off. I shifted in the chair that was too hard for comfort, stifled another yawn with a forced, fake smile, and tried not to make my eye roll too obvious.
Yes, I was bored, and beyond tired of work. I had to be present at my last meeting of the day. Or at least I thought I had to be there. It was clear that my client was in a mood, as Jessica had already warned. On top of that, I realized he was angry that Iâd made him wait an entire day for the meeting. As I sat across from him, allowing his words to sink in, I wondered when the integrity in business had vanished. I had totally missed the memo on the new wave of business
Robert & Lustbader Ludlum