weakness for romance. Whenever she got the chance, she read love stories and sighed over the heroes. The woman must have died tragically, thereby breaking Morganâs heart and turning him into a wanderer, and perhaps the experience explained his terse way of speaking, too.
âShe decided sheâd rather be a doctor than a doctorâs wife and went off to Berlin to study for a degree of her own. Or was it Vienna? I forget.â
Lizzieâs mouth fell open.
Morgan grinned again. âIâm teasing you, Lizzie. She eloped with a man who worked in the accounts receivable department at Sears and Roebuck.â
She peered at him, skeptical.
He laughed. âYour turn,â he said. âWhat do you plan to do with your life, Lizzie McKettrick?â
âI mean to teach in Indian Rock,â Lizzie said, suddenly wishing she had a more interesting occupation to describe. A trapeze artist, perhaps, or a painter of stately portraits. A noble nurse, bravely battling all manner of dramatic diseases.
âUntil you marry and start having babies.â
Lizzie was rattled all over again. What was it about Morgan Shane that both nettled her and piqued her interest? âMy uncle Jebâs wife is a teacher,â she said defensively. âThey have four children, and Chloe still holds classes in the country school house he built forher with his own hands.â Jack and Ellen, living on the Triple M, would attend Chloeâs classes, because the distance to town was too great to travel every day.
Morganâs eyes darkened a little as he assessed her, or seemed to. Maybe it was just a trick of the light. âHow does Mr. Carson fit into all this?â
Lizzie sighed. Looked back over one shoulder to make sure Whitley wasnât eavesdropping. Instead heâd gone back to sleep. âI thought I wanted to marry him,â she answered, in a whisper. âWhy?â
âWell, because it seemed like a good idea, I guess. Iâm almost twenty. Iâd like to start a family of my own.â
âWhile continuing to teach?â
âOf course,â Lizzie said. âI know what you thinkâ that Iâll have to choose one or the other. But I donât have to choose.â
âBecause youâre a McKettrick?â
Again, Lizzieâs cheeks warmed. âYes,â she said, quite tartly. âBecause Iâm a McKettrick.â She huffed out a frustrated breath. âAnd because Iâm strong and smart and I can do more than one thing well. No one would think of asking you when youâd give up being a doctor and start keeping house and mending stockings, if you decided to get married, would they?â
âThatâs different, Lizzie.â
âNo, it isnât.â
He settled back against the seat, closed his eyes. âI think Iâm going to like Indian Rock,â he said. And then he went to sleep, leaving Lizzie even more confounded than before.
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âI HAVE TO USE THE CHAMBER POT ,â a small voice whispered, startling Lizzie out of a restless doze. âAnd I canât find one.â
Opening her eyes, Lizzie turned her head and saw the little Halifax girl standing in the aisle beside her. The last of the lanterns had gone out, and the car was frigid, but the blizzard had stopped, and a strangely beautiful bluish light seemed to rise from the glittering snow. Everyone else seemed to be asleep.
Recalling the spittoon sheâd seen at the back of the car, Lizzie stood and took the childâs chilly hand. âThis way,â she whispered.
The business completed, the little girl righted her calico skirts and said solemnly, âThanks.â
âYouâre welcome,â Lizzie replied softly. She could have used a chamber pot herself, right about then, but she wasnât about to use the spittoon. She escorted the child back to her seat, tucked part of Mr. Brennanâs quilt around her.
âWe have to get