immediately. He ran his hand along the roof of his car.
—I had a son who really loved the Thunderbird. The Bullet Bird, they called it. I bought him a 1961 brand new, the two-door with the hardtop and the 390. It was one of five I ever sold and I sold it to myself and I gave it to him when he turned eighteen. He’d made the first-round draft pick, see, and I didn’t care what that car would set me back.
—How long did he have it?
—Not six months.
—Oh …
Arthur Grady flexed his mouth. He looked at the bypass and said: My son isn’t with us any more. Anyhow, I apologize for taking up your time.
He got into the Fairlane. He pulled his door shut and started the ignition, but then he slid his window down and gestured to Pete. There was a smell of cigar smoke and leather upholstery. Simon, in the passenger seat, was fiddling with the radio. Without looking, the old man gently pushed Simon’s hand away from the buttons.
—This is for you, said the old man.
He gave Pete a one-dollar tip. Pete thanked him. Arthur Grady slid his window up and started his car and drove back onto the bypass.
One by one the lights over the pumps came on. Duane had come back and was tapping Skoal tobacco out of a tin he kept in his pocket. He plugged the tobacco under his lip. He did this expertly, one-handed.
—Pete, man, I’m proud of you. You actually worked today.
Pete brushed past Duane and went into the store. At the cash-out, Caroline was working on a crossword puzzle. She smiled when she saw him. He brought her Arthur Grady’s receipt and she put it in the ledger and then asked Pete if he wanted his paycheque. They went into the office. Caroline owned and managed the Texaco, and her office was small and neatly kept. She did not allow smoking. A geranium was potted on the windowsill. Caroline dug into the filing cabinet.
—That old man, said Pete. You know him?
—What old man?
—The bald guy that came in to get the key for the washroom.
—Him? I’ve seen him around, I think. Maybe. But I don’t know him. Why?
—Just … kind of weird. Looked at me funny. Told me about his dead son.
—You’ll hear all kinds of personal crap from people. Last week a woman in the store got real personal with me about her divorce.All the legal details and so forth. Sometimes people just need other people to hear them. Even if it’s just a stranger. You know?
Following his shift at the Texaco, Pete changed and got into his Honda. He picked up his friend Billy at a low-rise apartment building where Billy’s older brother lived. Billy had a two-four of Labatt, which he toted around to the back of the car and put in the trunk. Then he came to the passenger side and got in.
—How’s it hanging, Pete, said Billy. What time is it?
—It’s seven, said Pete. A little after. What’s the plan?
—We’re going to church.
It must have been how Pete was looking at him. Billy grinned. He said: Music recital.
—What are you talking about?
—The girl I told you about, said Billy. Emily. She plays the piano.
Billy played piano across the dashboard.
—So we’re going to church, said Pete. Jesus. I thought after I quit all that craziness at my stepdad’s church that I wouldn’t have to go any more.
—I’m being supportive is what I’m doing. It’s what you have to do to keep the good ones.
—Okay … But if these people start talking in tongues, I’m leaving.
Pete had never been inside the United Church before. They parked across the street and they smoked a little bit of dope first. Then they went through a set of heavy oak doors and up a carpeted stairway into the church entryway. Pete was uncomfortably conscious of the hush around him. They found their way into the sanctuary and wandered between the empty pews. He did not quite know what to conclude about where he was. Galilee Pentecostal Tabernacle, where Barry preached, was an entirely modern building. The sanctuary at Galilee was almost like a concert hall