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work. They’re scared to go and they’re terrified to stay. Either way, their lives are hell. A few make it out. Too many stay and wind up severely beaten or dead.” She shuddered. “It’s the most depressing kind of case I handle. I don’t do it often, because it takes a terrible toll on me emotionally. I keep thinking, ‘there but for the grace of God go I.’”
    Lauren stared at her in shock. “Kit?”
    Emma nodded reluctantly. She never spoke about what the last days of her marriage had been like, but she couldn’t bring herself to skirt the truth with Lauren.“He never laid a hand on me, but the psychological abuse was almost as bad.”
    “You never said a word about this,” Lauren said, her gaze filled with concern. “What did he do?”
    “He did everything he could to convince me I would never make it as an attorney,” Emma said, chilled by the memory. “He wanted me dependent on him, emotionally and financially. I was lucky—I’m stubborn and strong willed. He couldn’t intimidate me. I believed I could succeed without him. After all, I had made it into one of the best colleges in the country and had finished law school at the top of my class. I refused to let Kit diminish those accomplishments.”
    “Yet even now that he’s out of your life, you’re still proving yourself to him, aren’t you?” Lauren said, regarding her thoughtfully. “That’s why you work so hard.”
    Emma opened her mouth to disagree vehemently, but the denial died on her lips. “You could be right,” she admitted slowly. “I never considered that before.”
    “Maybe you should think about it now,” Lauren advised, “so you’ll be able to give yourself permission to slow down. You don’t want to wake up one day and realize you’ve missed every single important event in Caitlyn’s life all because you were trying to prove something to a man like Kit Rogers.”
    “Caitlyn’s only six,” Emma said defensively. “She hasn’t had a lot of important events.”
    “She’s had birthdays, hasn’t she? And Christmases? And school vacations? How many of those have you spent with her?” Lauren asked.
    “I’ve never missed a birthday or Christmas,” Emma retorted.
    “Good. But I know for a fact that this is the firsttrip the two of you have taken in two years. Part of the joy of being a mother is seeing things through your child’s eyes. You’re missing that.” Her expression turned wistful. “If I had what you have, I wouldn’t waste a second.”
    Lauren’s words struck a nerve, which was probably why Emma felt inclined to snap at her. She resisted the urge, confining herself to a pointed question. “When did you get to be an expert on motherhood?”
    “Wishful thinking,” Lauren said lightly.
    “I’ve never heard you talk about kids before.”
    “Maybe I just never heard my biological clock ticking quite so loudly before.” Lauren forced a smile. “Enough of this. I’m going out right this second to find myself the handsomest man in the room to dance with, even if he’s married to somebody else.”
    “Just don’t forget to give him back,” Emma teased. “I don’t want to have to rescue you from a vengeful wife.”
    Lauren waved off the suggestion as she began weaving through the couples on the dance floor. Only after Lauren had gone did Emma realize that her friend had taken Emma’s cell phone with her.
    “You look a little lost,” Ford Hamilton noted, pulling out the chair next to her. “Missing your phone?”
    She was startled by his intuition. “As a matter of fact, yes.”
    “Do you conduct a lot of business on a Saturday night?”
    “When necessary.” She frowned at him. “I still don’t want to be interviewed, Mr. Hamilton.”
    “I got the message. You don’t object to dancing with a journalist, though, do you? I promise I won’t take notes if you miss a step or two.”
    Emma hadn’t been on a dance floor in…well, too long. Listening to the oldies being played by the