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rather than hide from it,
like so many things. I lean in and kiss her where her pulse point pounds with
excitement. She sucks in a breath and shivers.
    “Of course I’m
attracted to you,” I whisper. “I just don’t want you to get the wrong idea.”
    “I’m a big
girl Maxi, I know when sex is just sex.”
    I chuckle
against her skin and nip playfully, making her gasp. “Oh Rose, with me it’s
never just sex.”
    “Show me,”
she whispers.
    “I’m going to
have to tie you down,” my voice rasps as my cock strains.
    “Is that what
you need to get off?”
    I suppress a
laugh. “No, I don’t need it to get off.” I
need it to keep you under control woman.
    “So you want
to dominate me?”
    I pull back
from her neck and smile. “No, I want to restrain you, there’s a difference.”
    “I don’t see
how.”
    “If I wanted
to dominate you I wouldn’t need ropes, I could do it with my presence and my
command.”
    “So why the
ropes?”
    “Because I
want to be in control of how you feel and when you come.” And where you put your teeth.
    She nods
slightly,
    “You can say
no,” I assure her.
    “I don’t want
to.”
    She trembles
as she offers her wrists up to me, but I sense no fear, just excitement.

 

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    I look down
at her hands and shake my head. I should know better, but I really can’t
resist. I look up into her eyes to search for any uncertainty, but she only
shows me determination. Closing one hand around both her wrists and pressing
them together, I turn to leave the kitchen, pulling her behind me.
    She walks
quickly to keep up with my long strides, slamming into my back when I stop at
the table in the hallway and pull open a drawer.
    “Umph!” She
huffs as the air gets knocked out of her.
    “Sorry, you
ok?” I turn to face her, still holding both her wrists tight in my hand.
    She nods and
then lowers her gaze. Maybe she’s having second thoughts.
    “Are you sure
you want to do this?”
    “Yes
absolutely.”
    She looks
intent and it occurs to me. “It’s not very sexy this, is it?”
    She frowns. “What
do you mean?”
    “It’s like a
business deal.”
    “Isn’t that
part of the territory so to speak?”
    “What
territory?”
    “This
dominance lifestyle.”
    I laugh and
she looks confused, but a smile spreads across her face. “Don’t laugh at me
Maximus.” She shoves playfully at my stomach with her restricted wrists, but I
keep my grip. “I don’t fucking know what makes you tick.”
    I can’t help
but soften towards her. I always give her a hard time because I assume she has
an agenda, but maybe she’s not so bad. I raise my eyebrows and without breaking
eye contact, slide open the drawer beside me that I had originally stopped by.
I pull out the length of rope stowed there. I release her wrists and they part
a few inches, but she still holds them out in offering.
    Pulling the
two ends of rope from where they’re tucked releases the bundle and thirty feet
of rope falls to the floor. “First, pleasure, is what makes me tick.”
    “I thought
maybe it was control?”
    “Control is
everything to me. But only controlling myself. This is not my lifestyle. I do
it when the mood takes me and when it doesn’t, I have other ways of seeking
pleasure.”
    “So it’s not
your lifestyle?” She eyes the rope I’m methodically pulling through my fingers
to find the bite, while I keep my eyes on her. “Yet, you have a perfectly tied
length of rope in your hallway drawer?”
    I chuckle. “You
never know when the mood will take you Rose.”
    I lay a
length of the doubled up rope across her parted wrists and then wrap it around
three times, to form a wide cuff for comfort. I’m partial to less comfort
myself, but since this is her first time I’ll go easy on her.
    She laughs
nervously. “And what’s the other thing?” she asks, watching as I cross the
ropes in between her wrists and wrap them under and then back over.
    I pause and
look at her