take the advice of Phoebus Apollo and ask for a different wish â and he thinks of so many now that this had gone wrong â yet he exults in the glory of what he had become, and in the catastrophe he had provoked, accepting the change from nonentity to immortal charioteer, though it had cost him his life.
Three
Summer went on tramlines, winter on bumpy tracks. Every day after Christmas was endless and onerous, classrooms pungent with the stink of mildewed wood and damp wallpaper. Herbert knew something was wrong, that the life he was living was no life at all, so that when daffodils along the pathways opened into cups of brilliant yellow he told himself in the cold showers one morning after a run that heâd had enough.
Dominic responded in the one sure way to encourage him. âYouâll end up in awful trouble. Youâre bound to get caught.â
Days were dragging by so ponderously he knew that when looking back on them it would seem as if they had gone quickly. A spot of table tennis in the games room didnât help. âI wonât be. Iâd rather die than stay in this prison camp. In fact I have to go before I do die.â
âIâll miss you, then.â
âSame here.â His compass for the escape came out of a Christmas cracker, and though the north point took minutes to settle it would have to do. He stole keys to certain doors, and knew how to open windows which were supposed to be locked; in any case there were so many that not all of them could be. His bag of essentials was concealed under an evergreen bush in the wood, wrapped against the wet in an anti-gas cape purloined from the cadet stores. Eight pound notes folded in half thickened his wallet.
âCan I come with you?â
âKeep your damned voice down, and serve.â
âIâll be no trouble. Curse it, I missed!â
âA person only has a chance to get clean away if heâs by himself.â Herbert was sorry heâd told him. âDo it later, if you like.â
âIâll be no good without you.â
âOh, stop whining, or Iâll give you a bloody nose. Just remember me to Rachel.â
âShe doesnât care about you. She thinks youâre stuck up. She wrote it in a letter.â
âSo much the worse for her.â He put an arm on Dominicâs shoulder, then took it away in case anyone else came in. âLetâs pack up this stupid game.â
âWhat about your parents?â Dominic believed he was trying to live out one of his fantasies. âHave you thought of them?â
âYou must be crackers.â He couldnât find the right tone, so shaped his most effective sneer. âHavenât seen them in years. I even forget what they look like.â
âTheyâll be very cut up.â
He certainly hoped so. âServe âem right. Iâll bump into you one day, I expect.â
Seeing him unassailable, Dominic promised to turn Nelsonâs blind eye on his escapade, wished him good luck, and, fatuously, hoped they wouldnât recapture him before reaching neutral territory.
Wearing plimsolls, and boots around his neck, he went after midnight into the headmasterâs study and found his Identity Card in the alphabetical file, heartbeats calm, steady fingers following his flashlightâs beam.
The main door, daunting and heavily studded, was unbolted, but even so he slid up the library window without it squeaking and went over the sill. Good field craft enabled him to reach the outer fence, where he used a rope hidden behind a greenhouse cloche to scale the wall in the best Caged Birds tradition.
Darkness made him feel more than usually cold, though his battle-dress was buttoned and scarf well folded inside. Under cover of the wood he pulled on his boots, laced them well, and put the plimsolls under his arm. He had counted the paces in from a certain post so as to find the bush which covered his few possessions