family,â Parvana said.
âIs that right?â Nooria asked. âAnd who do I lean on?â
That was such a Nooria-like comment that Parvana immediately felt a bit better. Nooria being grumpy meant things were getting back to normal.
She felt better still after sheâd washed her face and tidied her hair. There was cold rice and hot tea waiting when she had finished.
âMother, would you like some breakfast?âNooria gently shook their mother. Mother moaned a little and shrugged Nooria away.
Except for trips to the washroom, and a couple of cups of tea, which Nooria kept in a thermos by the toshak, Mother spent the day lying down. She kept her face to the wall and didnât speak to any of them.
The next day, Parvana was tired of sleeping. Her feet were still sore, but she played with Ali and Maryam. The little ones, especially Ali, couldnât understand why Mother wasnât paying attention to them.
âMotherâs sleeping,â Parvana kept saying.
âWhen will she wake up?â Maryam asked.
Parvana didnât answer.
Ali kept waddling over to the door and pointing up at it.
âI think heâs asking where Father is,â Nooria said. âCome on, Ali, letâs find your ball.â
Parvana remembered the pieces of photograph and got them out. Her fatherâs face was like a jigsaw puzzle. She spread the pieces out on the mat in front of her. Maryam joined her and helped her put them in order.
One piece was missing. All of Fatherâs face was there except for a part of his chin. âWhenwe get some tape, weâll tape it together,â Parvana said. Maryam nodded. She gathered up the little pieces into a tidy pile and handed them to Parvana. Parvana tucked them away in a corner of the cupboard.
The third day barely creeped along. Parvana even considered doing some housework, just to pass the time, but she was worried she might disturb her mother. At one point, all four children sat against the wall and watched their mother sleep.
âShe has to get up soon,â Nooria said.
âShe canât just lie there forever.â
Parvana was tired of sitting. She had lived in that room for a year and a half, but there had always been chores to do and trips to the market with Father.
Mother was still in the same place. They were taking care not to disturb her. All the same, Parvana thought if she had to spend much more time whispering and keeping the young ones quiet, she would scream.
It would help if she could read, but the only books they had were Fatherâs secret books. She didnât dare take them out of their hiding place. What if the Taliban burst in on them again?Theyâd take the books, and maybe punish the whole family for having them.
Parvana noticed a change in Ali. âIs he sick?â she asked Nooria.
âHe misses Mother.â Ali sat in Nooriaâs lap. He didnât crawl around any more when he was put on the floor. He spent most of the time curled in a ball with his thumb in his mouth.
He didnât even cry very much any more. It was nice to have a break from his noise, but Parvana didnât like to see him like this.
The room began to smell, too. âWe have to save water,â Nooria said, so washing and cleaning didnât get done. Aliâs dirty diapers were piled in a heap in the washroom. The little window didnât open very far. No breeze could get into the room to blow the stink away.
On the fourth day, the food ran out.
âWeâre out of food,â Nooria told Parvana.
âDonât tell me. Tell Mother. Sheâs the grownup. She has to get us some.â
âI donât want to bother her.â
âThen Iâll tell her.â Parvana went over to Motherâs toshak and gently shook her.
âWeâre out of food.â There was no response. âMother, thereâs no food left.â Mother pulledaway. Parvana started to shake her again.
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