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Don’t you want to sit with your girlfriend?”
    It never died down, because Finn sometimes actually
would
come over and sit in the chair, or he’d give up his swing if he saw me waiting—which only made things worse. He never denied anything either, although I did. When people teased him about me, he’d look over into my eyes in this sweet, shrimpy way that I got to like. After a while, it was as if we had this special secret friendship without ever talking.
    After summer vacation, people seemed to have forgotten all about the whole thing. There were new rumors to circulate; the old jokes weren’t funny anymore.
    But Finn and I remembered. I never spoke to him if I could possibly avoid it. I never chased him in tag, sat near him at lunch, never partnered up on field trips, nothing. I didn’t want to risk being teased again, and I’m sure he didn’t either—but every now and then I still got that sweet, shrimpy look from him, across the crowded playground.
    By the start of sophomore year, he had deshrimped himself. His hair had darkened (though he was still blond), and he had become an athlete. He was quiet, good at computers and science; he played violin in the orchestra. Cute, in a soft, slightly big-nosed way. Not popular, but not geeky, either. Just there. We still didn’t talk to each other. It had become old habit by then. If the seat next to him was empty, I automatically didn’t sit in it. If I saw him in the halls, I didn’t say hi—and he didn’t say it, either. No contact at all, besides the looks. Until—
    “Know what’s true?” Kim said, a week after schoolstarted, tenth grade year. She and Cricket and I were sitting on the grass outside the refectory after lunch, drinking pop and people-watching. 1 Cricket was braiding her long blond hair into tiny braids.
    “Tell me what’s true,” I said.
    “Finn Murphy is a stud-muffin.”
    I opened my Brit Lit notebook and flipped through it. Years and years of pretending Finn didn’t exist had made this an automatic reflex. But Cricket nodded. “I think you’re right,” she said, looking across the quad to where Finn was kicking a soccer ball around with a couple of other boys. “He is a muffin. 2 There’s no denying it. But he’s a studly muffin. And that makes all the difference.”
    “I hung out with him after school yesterday,” Kim said.
    “No way!” Cricket hit her with a straw.
    “Way. I went to the B&O to do homework and he was working behind the counter. 3 It was dead in there and his boss was off, so he came out and sat with me.” Kim looked down at her lap.
    “Was it a
thing?”
I asked.
    “Yeah,” she said. “I think it was a thing.”
    “What kind of thing?” Cricket wanted to know.
    “A thing thing.”
    “A thing thing? You mean, really?”
    “Maybe.”
    “Well, was it, or wasn’t it?”
    “Okay, it was. It was definitely a thing thing.”
    “Wait a minute,” I said. “Are you saying there was kissing?”
    Kim looked at the sky. “I’m not saying there wasn’t.”
    “You kissed Finn Murphy?” squealed Cricket.
    “Cricket!”
    “Kanga had a thing thing/kissing thing with Finn Murphy yesterday afternoon and we’re only hearing about it
now?”
Cricket sounded outraged.
    “I had a lot of homework,” said Kim.
    “That’s no excuse. You could have e-mailed us, at least,” said Cricket. “You are shockingly out of line, young lady. Thing things with stud-muffins that no one else knows about? What is the world coming to?”
    “Wait!” I held up my hand. “It is only a real and true thing thing if the kissing thing was
good.”
    “Oh, that’s right,” Cricket said. “Was he a good kisser?”
    “Was there tongue?” I asked.
    “And was it only a little tongue, or a whole big slurpy tongue?” Cricket asked.
    “And where did it happen?” I said. “Did he tongue you right there in the B&O?”
    “Or did he walk you home?”
    “Or what?”
    “I didn’t say I kissed him,” said Kim, looking