makes the horrible green Jello with miniature marshmallows for every church social â she phoned Father to let him know sheâd seen the girl on the tracks heading up this way.â
Snoot was curled up on the rocker by the wood-stove. Jim picked her up and held her against his face. She was full of woodstove warmth. Jim took the seat and rocked a bit. It was strange to hear his mother so chatty. Obviously, Father Fisherâs visit hadnât just been about Ruth Rose.
She was filling the soup tureen. Jim should have been helping but the stove and the kitten held him captive.
âThe girlâs quite a problem for them, I gather. Poor Nancy.â
Nancy was Mrs. Fisher. Ruth Roseâs mother. She was the kind of person you said âpoor Nancyâ about. She was in a wheelchair, but that wasnât the reason. She had lost an unborn child in the car crash that had crippled her and killed her husband. But that wasnât the reason, either. She seemed helpless in some other way, almost haunted. She was sweet, though. Everybody at the Church of the Blessed Transfiguration liked her a lot, remarked about what a saintly soul she was.
Iris Hawkins carried the tureen to the table. She glanced at Jim and smiled to see him with the kitten on his lap. Then she returned to the counter for bread and butter. Reluctantly, Jim got up and washed his hands at the kitchen sink.
They sat down. Holding his hand, bowing her head and closing her eyes, his mother said grace. Jim didnât bow his head or close his eyes. As far as he was concerned, there was no God to thank for anything.
Jim had filled the sky with prayers â stood out in the middle of the field on clear days so that no roof, no trees, no clouds could stop his prayers from reaching the ear of the Maker. He had promised the Almighty elaborate penance, a life dedicated to helping the poor â whatever God ordained. But God had done nothing.
So now, Jim sat in respectful silence. The respect was for his mother.
His mother ladled rich corn and potato chowder into his bowl. He cut thick slices of bread, poured them each a glass of water. There was still a smile playing around the edge of his motherâs face. She caught him looking at her and grinned.
âWhatâs up?â he asked, taking a bowl of soup.
She took a deep, wobbly breath. âThe churchâ¦â she said, then stopped to compose herself. âThe church has decided â well, almost, anyway â to assume our mortgage.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means that if everything goes according to plan, theyâre going to pay the bank the money we had to borrow this year, and weâll pay back the church at a lower interest rate and with much better terms. Take as long as we want, was the way Father put it.â Her voice was breaking with emotion.
When Jim didnât reply, his mother added, âItâs a real blessing, Jim.â
He nodded and ate some soup. He knew they had money problems. It was the reason his mother had taken the job at the soap factory. He wondered if this meant she could stop now. He didnât ask, didnât want to seem too eager about it in case she thought her working bothered him.
âSo he didnât just come out looking for his daughter?â he said.
âOh, he was looking for her, all right. He had wanted to tell us about the mortgage business but he hadnât wanted to mention it until it was in the bag.â
âAnd itâs in the bag?â
âPretty much,â said his mother, crossing her fingers. âWeâre lucky, Jim, to have such a caring community.â She paused with a spoonful of soup halfway to her mouth as if she were going to say something else. Something about him going to church. But she changed her mind.
Jim kept his thoughts to himself. They ate in silence for a moment. There was just the sound of spoonagainst bowl, the clicking that came from the