Just donât fall asleep, Ory thought dimly when he reached their door. Heâd read that somewhere onceâif you had a concussion, you shouldnât go to sleep. Otherwise you might never wake up. That was all he wanted now, though. To curl up with Max and close his eyes until everything didnât blur and tilt.
But as soon as he put his key into the tumbler and started to turn it, everything snapped into humming, crystallized focus.
The door was unlocked.
No.
No, no, no.
Ory shoved the door open and ran inside before he could think about it for another second. Before the terror of all the horrible things that could have happened to herâbandits, robbers, wild animals, her memoryâcould overwhelm him. Please donât let something havehappened to her in the hours I was gone, he prayed. Please donât let it be that if he hadnât gone to Broad Street, if heâd only been home on time, he could have caught her before she forgot. âMax!â he screamed, and tore across the living room to the kitchenette, then the bedroom, then the bathroom, and then farther out, down other halls, into other rooms, searching every inch of the shelter. âMax! Max! MAX! â
She was gone.
WAIT, LET ME TURN IT ON . . . OKAY, SAY IT NOW.
â BLUE .â
FIFTY-TWO.
Mahnaz Ahmadi
NAZ DREAMED OFTEN ABOUT THE NIGHT IT ALL BEGAN. THERE was just so much joy, so much wonder. No one knew then what the shadowlessness would lead to. Even when she dreamed about it now, now that sheâd seen what it all became, the dream still never turned into a nightmare. She didnât know what that meant. Maybe it didnât mean anything at all.
Naz, her coach, and her teammates were celebrating the approval of her green card that evening. Theyâd just found out the paperwork had gone through, and she was officially allowed to stay in the United States forever, to keep training. It sounded silly, because tryouts werenât even for another three years, but somehow the green card made it all real for her. She might someday become the first Iranian to medal in archery at the Olympics. She might even have a shot at gold.
They were all gathered around the couch in her apartmentâs living room in Boston, her coach leaning over the coffee table to uncork a bottle of wine. Two of her teammates had gotten a banner printed that read, Congrats, Naz! Olympics, watch out! and another that said, Bullâs-eye! and hung them on the wall right above the case where she stored her competition bow.
Sheâd mostly tuned out the vague blinks of color coming from the TV as they laughed, drinking and snacking on a cheese plate and a cake she had baked, but something caught her eye. A red news ticker at the top of the screen flashed: BREAKING NEWS . Thatâs when she first heard the name Hemu Joshi.
There was an annual festival that day in India, so the local news crews were already out in the bigger cities, including Pune; theyâd been on Hemu for all of seven minutes before someone working foran international station caught sight of their live feeds. Everything exploded.
Within six hours, it was on every channel and website in the United States, and crews from every country were touching down in Mumbai and frantically renting cars by the dozen to drive three hours away to the outdoor spice market in PuneâMandai, the locals called itâin a span of time that seemed impossibly short for a transatlantic flight. Naz, her coach, and her teammates all stared transfixed at the screen, unable to look away.
At the time, none of them knew that they actually should have been terrified. Instead, they were fascinated. Obsessed. And Hemu obliged them. He stood gamely in the street of Mandaiâs largest aisle for those first three days, giving demonstrations for curious passersby. No matter how many times he did it, it never got old. Naz could watch him for twelve hours straight, with breaks only to
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington