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The empty mug in Faithâs hand was stone-cold and she realized with a start that the room was cold too. Outside, the Christmas sky was still as bright as day. It was very late. Accidental death, or maybe suicide. Thatâs what the coroner had ruled. In the end, Norahâs mother had decided she couldnât take a large funeralâthe entire island had been in shock at Norahâs death, especially the kids her age, and they would all turn out. A fund had been established in Norahâs memory for more drug abuse prevention andawareness in the schools. Darlene had been quoted in the island paper and the Ellsworth American ââI donât want any parent to ever go through what I am going through and will for the rest of my life. I would have traded it for my Norahâs if God had let me.â
God hadnât, and Faith was reminded of what the late Reverend William Sloane Coffin had said after the accidental death of his twenty-four-year-old son: âGodâs heart was the first of all our hearts to break.â As she trudged up the stairs to bed, Faith knew that when Norah slipped away, Godâs was the first of all those broken hearts Daisy Sanford mentioned.
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Miraculously the kids slept until six thirty before jumping on their parentsâ bed and urging them to wake up to see what Santa had brought. Ben had managed to keep the secret of the jolly old fellowâs true identity, whether out of real regard for his sister or to save as a weapon for when she did something really outrageous such as entering his room without permission; Faith didnât careâjust let Amy keep believing a while longer. Last night in a whisper before sleep, her daughter had confessed her fear that Santa might not know they were in Maine. He might think they were in their house in Aleford as usual. Faith had reassured her of Saint Nickâs omniscience; heâd always find them.
Theyâd had juice, coffee for Tom and especially Faith, plus the cardamom raisin bread that Faith always made for Christmas morning. They were due at the Marshallsâ at noon, so they skipped a big breakfast, just eating some yogurt and fruit, with a sprinkling of granola, after the stockings had been emptied and the gifts beneath the tree opened. The phone rang at nine.
âIt must be Granny and Grandpa!â Ben was up like a flash. It would be Tomâs parents; Faithâs would be involved with church services.
âJust a minute,â she heard him say. It must not be her in-laws. âIâll get her. Oh, Merry Christmas.â
Ben handed her the phone and said, âItâs for you, Mom.â He hunched his shoulders and raised his arms. Not somebody whose voice he recognized.
âItâs Mary Bethany, Faith.â
C HAPTER 2
âIâm so sorry to bother you. You must be in the midst of celebrating with your family.â
âWith children my childrenâs ages, the celebrating was hours ago and weâre not doing anything special now, Mary.â
It wasnât a bother, but as Faith spoke, she was wondering why Mary was callingâand on Christmas morning of all times. They werenât close friends. In fact, it was her impression that Mary didnât have manyâor anyâclose friends. The woman was probably alone today, on Christmas, and Faith promptly decided to invite her to join them. There was always room for one more at the Marshallsâ table.
âWeâre going to Nan and Freemanâs for Christmas dinner. Wonât you come with us? I know for a fact that thereâs enough food to feed the entire island and then some.â
âThatâs very kind of you, but Iâm afraid I canât get away.â
âOh, Mary, the goats will be all right for a few hours,â Faith said. It suddenly seemed important that she come. Faith didnât like the idea of Mary all by herself in that isolated house on