I rolled up to the little white frame house where Jenny Dial lived and sat there in the car for a minute, my heart beating fast. This was not the smart play, and I knew it. If word got back to Sgt. Fairoaks in Missing and Abused that I was poaching on her territory, then it would get back to the Chief, and the Chief would rip me a new one.
I tried to tell myself to let the whole thing go, to just go back to the office and forget about Jenny Dial. But I couldnât. I donât know why, but I couldnât.
The house was a small wood-frame structure in a mostly Hispanic neighborhood off Buford Highway. Mexicans had been pouring into the area for about five years, and most of the poor whites who used to live there had moved on.
I knocked on the door. It opened swiftly.
âNo news,â I said quickly, showing my badge. When somebodyâs missing, people think the worst every time a cop comes to the door. âDetective Deakes, Atlanta Police. Mind if I ask you a couple questions?â
âCome on in,â the woman said. âIâm Tracy Dial, Jennyâs mother.â She was small boned and blunt featured, with a blond dye job that showed an inch or two of dull brown root. She wore a Waffle House waitress uniform and had a couple of blurry green jailhouse tattoos on one forearm. But despite the trailer-trash signifiers, there was something about her that seemed strong and solid.
âI thought Sergeant Fairoaks was working on Jennyâs case,â the woman said.
âIâm from a different unit,â I said. âFollowing up a different angle.â
Tracy Dial studied me for a minute. âWhat angle would that be?â
âProbably nothing,â I said.
âThatâs not an answer.â
âYouâre right,â I said. âIâm sorry. I was in on the bust of that pedophile ring the other day. Weâre trying to see if there are any connections.â
She narrowed her eyes for a moment, then said, âWait, I saw you on TV the other night. Youâre the one killed that pervert.â
I nodded.
âGood for you.â
âItâs not keeping me up nights,â I said. Not entirely accurately.
There was a brief pause. Tracy Dial studied me with a pair of intelligent brown eyes. âDetective,â she said finally. âI donât who you are, what angle you working here. But look.â She held up her arm, showing me the jailhouse tats. âEvery cop that comes in here, first thing they do, their eyes go down to my arm. Okay, yeah, I went through a bad stretch once. But it was a long time ago. So Iâm goddamn tired of cops coming in here acting like Iâm stink on their shoe, acting like I probably done something wrong, acting like this is nothing because my deadbeat ex probably just wandered off with her. Okay? So before I answer any yâallâs questions, I want to know what the hell yâall gonna do to find my little girl.â
I thought about it for a while. What was I going to do to find her little girl?
âThat cop in charge of finding Jenny, the one from Missing Children? I donât believe sheâs taking this serious.â
I wanted to tell her I agreed with her. But you canât say that to a victim. Instead I said, âSergeant Fairoaks is a good cop.â
âYou say youâre working an angle. What angle? I asked you once and you dodged my question. Now, what you doing to help me?â
Again, what was I going to sayâthat I was off the reservation, running on some kind of impulse, and that even I didnât know what it was about? âI canât tell you that,â I said.
Tracy Dialâs face got hard. âYou people make me sick. Thatâs what that paper pusher Fairoaks keeps telling me. I ask her what progress sheâs making, she tells me âI canât tell you that.â Then she starts in asting questions about my ex. My first husband, Jennyâs