wasnât used to seeing. âThe Concilio Argento was there. Thatâs why they were able to retake the Waterfall. Because it was all of them against the Stag and the Eagle.â
âAre they all right too?â
âYes, yes, theyâre fine.â
âThen what is it youâre not telling me?â
âWhen the Malandanti left us, they assigned one of their Clan members to guard us.â
She didnât have to say his name. I already knew from the way she could barely look at me. I looked away from her, out the window to the snow-covered farms that rolled past. âJust tell me if heâs alive or dead.â
âHe was alive when we left. But . . .â
âWhen the Malandanti come back and find you gone, who knows what theyâll do to him,â I finished for her. I closed my eyes, saw again that horrible basement room in the Guild, saw again Jonahâs helpless eyes as the Malandante mage tortured me, hurt me over and over.
But if he were dead, if the Malandanti killed him, surely I would feel it. He was my twin; there was no way he could die without me knowing. I would feel it like a punch to my gut, like a stab to my soul. Nerina was saying something, something that sounded far away. I pulled myself back to her.
â. . . helped us escape.â
âWhat?â
âI said, he helped us escape.â
I raised an eyebrow. âWow, Nerina. That must be really hard for you to admit.â
âIt is notââ She clamped her lips tight. âHe surprised me. We would not have gotten out of there without him. Perhaps you and Alessia are right about him.â
âMaybe you should pull over before I die of shock.â
âOh really, now.â
I grasped the door handle as she zipped around a black SUV. âIf the Malandanti find out he helped you . . .â
âWe made it look like we overpowered him. I really donât think they will kill him. Theyâd be down a Clan member, and they canât afford that.â
âThey could just replace himââ
Nerina shook her head. âIt takes time to train a replacement. Time they donât have in this war.â She took a deep breath. âHowever, before Finaâthe Harpyâleft, she said they were leaving him there because he was wavering. So while I do not think they will kill him, I do think they will keep him under constant watchâprobably in the Guild buildingâand try to reprogram him.â
â Reprogram? Like, brainwash?â My mind went to an A Clockwork Orange place, Jonah strapped in a chair with his eyes pinned open, forced to watch Malandante propaganda for days on end. âWe have to get him out.â
Nerina swerved the car onto the exit for Twin Willows, nearly colliding with the guardrail. âAbsolutely not.â
âHeâs in danger! Heââ
âHeâs a Malandante! Weâre not risking our necks to save a Malandante.â
âEven one who saved your sorry ass?â I slammed my fist against the window, ignoring the shot of pain that bulleted through my ribs. âI thought I was pretty freaking crystal clear about my priorities when I joined the Benandanti, Nerina.â
âYou need to be patient.â The car slowed as we merged onto the country road that led into Twin Willows. âWe need to reclaim the Waterfall, defeat the Malandanti. Then we can get him out.â
âBut he could help us beat the Malandanti. Whoâs to say he couldnât fight on our side instead?â
Nerina flexed her fingers and resettled them around the steering wheel. âHe cannot fight on our side. Not while heâs still a Malandante.â She took her gaze off the road and looked at me for a long moment, before she had to look back to avoid a crash. âIt is physically impossible for a Malandante to fight against his Clan. Their auras prevent them from doing so.â
I stared at her. How did I not know