apparently vastly sensory-deprived one of them. âAnd unfortunately Iâm not prepared to discuss any of this tonight.â
If heâd been anyone else, sheâd have extended her hand for a polite shake, but she was half afraid she didnât have polite in her where he was concerned. And touching him, letting him have any direct contact with her fleshâ¦even all these years laterâ¦no. As badly as sheâd wanted him to, sheâd never let him touch her then. It would be the height of stupidity to think she could handle it any better now.
âI couldnât find any contact information for the camp, and I didnât have any direct information on contacting you,â he said by way of explanation. âYour motherâs attorney wouldnât give that out.â
Her eyes widened. âYou spoke to Donald?â
He nodded. âI didnât know where else to start. Youâre in trouble here, Kate. Trust me, no one wanted it to be otherwise more than me. I didnât want to come back here. I never wanted to come back here. Butâ¦helping people is what I do. And I thought I could help you. I know I can.â
It just wasnât adding up. No one just dropped everything to race off and play Good Samaritan for someone they hadnât seen in eighteen years. There was only one explanation she could think of that made any sense, though she didnât pretend to understand it. Yet. âShelby put you up to this, didnât he? Well, I donât know what his game is, or yours, but you can tell him his ploy wonât work. We had a deal and, one way or the other, Iâm holding him to it. Good night, Mr. MacLeod.â She slapped her thigh. âCome, Bagel.â
Not waiting to see if her fickle dog complied, she went to storm past Mac into the cabin, but he shifted slightly, causing her to stop short and almost lose her balance rather than allow herself to come into even the most incidental contact with him.
âWhat on Godâs green earth would make you think Iâd ever so much as lift a finger for Shelby Sutherland?â
Even if she hadnât heard the banked fury in his tone, she was close enough now that there was no mistaking the same emotion in his eyes. âA lot of years have passed,â she managed, suddenly feeling a whole lot more than indignation. He was far too close. âPeople change.â
âNot that much.â
She realized she was shaking, but there was nothing she could do about it. âThen why help me? You wouldnât give me the time of day eighteen years ago. Why go to all this trouble now? Have you changed?â
âI thought maybe you had. I guess I was wrong.â
âDonovanâMac,â she corrected quickly, automatically, when his eyes flared, âI donât know whatâs going on here, or why youâre really standing on my porch.â She broke off, was forced to swallow, her throat suddenly gone dry and tight. He really was standing far too close. âBut Iâm going to have to ask you to leave now. Weâweâll talk later, sort this out. No more accusations, Iâm justâitâs been a long day.â
He said nothing, simply held her gaze. Only there was nothing really simple about it. She had no idea if he was even affected by her now, so many years later. Maybe sheâd just dreamed that all those smoldering looks heâd sent her way all those summers ago had meant something. Had meant he was as intrigued by her as sheâd been by him. For all the opposite reasons. Sheâd wanted, badly, to walk on the wrong side of the tracks. For a while anyway. With him. Sheâd thought maybe heâd wanted to get a taste of her life, too. Get a taste of her. But sheâd been young and most definitely foolish where he was concerned.
It appeared that with age didnât necessarily come sensibility.
Then he was lifting his hand, and she knew, with absolute