light that pours through the high arched windows which face both north, towards the sea, and across the garth to the south. Michaelgarth is built on the ruins of an old priory and this room used to be the chapel. To Piers it has a special quality that imposes itself on the day-to-day: despite his need to be quick he finds that he must pause for a moment, to acknowledge whatever it is that lives here in the heart of the house.
His mother is coming into the scullery; he hears her drop her basket with a dull thud on the kitchen table, and he crosses the hall, flinging open the door of the drawing-room. His grandfather, the newspaper fallen across his knees, jerks upright.
âWhat is it? Whatâs up? Whereâs the fire?â
Piers laughs to himself for he always finds this question very funny. The fire is where it always is: in the big marble fireplace. Monty is stretched out on the rug but his tail beats a welcome on the floor and Piers pauses to stroke him before he feels in his pocket and takes out the sticks of chocolate.
âI bought one each,â he says confidentially, placing one of the sticks on his grandfatherâs knee. âOnly donât tell Mummy. Iâm not allowed chocolate except on Saturdays. You can have yours later.â
His grandfather looks at the two small sticks in their shiny blue and silver wrapping, debating whether he should reprimand his small grandson for being deceitful. The grey eyes with their black lashes â just like his fatherâs â look up at him with trustful glee and David Frayn takes his stick of chocolate with a wink and puts it in his trouser pocket.
âVery decent of you, old fellow. Itâll go down a treat a bit later.â
âThatâs what I thought.â Piers frowns. âDo you think Mummy might like the other one? We could say that you bought it. She was a bit down in the mouth just now.â
He likes the phrase âdown in the mouthâ, which is another of his grandfatherâs expressions. It is exactly right for his motherâs face when sheâs not happy and the corners of her mouth turn down.
âWas she?â His grandfather sounds thoughtful; his eyes scan his grandsonâs face as he rubs his fingers over his clean-shaven jaw. âAnd why would that be, I wonder?â
Piers shrugs â or rather his face shrugs: his lips purse and his eyebrows rise up towards his hairline. He rolls his eyes. âDonât know.â He thinks of something else. âWe saw Daddy talking to Mrs Cartwright while we were shopping but he couldnât come back for tea.â He hooks his elbows over the arm of his grandfatherâs chair and slowly levers himself up so that his feet swing and bump against the chair. âShe said I was just like Daddy.â
âHelen Cartwright? Pretty girl.â
âShe had a hat made of feathers. I think sheâs pretty too, but Mummy says thatâs why Mrs Cartwright thinks Iâm like Daddy.â
David Frayn folds up his newspaper; although his suspicions have been proved correct he wishes it were otherwise. He is well aware of his daughterâs jealous tendencies and his uneasiness is growing. Her mother had been of the same disposition and he knows what it is like to live with suspicion and mistrust; sheâd poured all her energy into their son. Peterâs passion for Michaelgarth and Exmoor, his wicked love of practical jokes and his unquenchable kindness had held at bay those spectres of jealousy and fear, and when heâd been killed in the war it was as if his motherâs life had ended with his. David doesnât want history to repeat itself with Marina and Piers. Heâs very fond of his son-in-law, who is a chartered surveyor and land agent, and very proud of him. When Felix returned to his flat in Dunster, after the war, heâd taken over the management of several small estates in Somerset, one of which is Michaelgarth. It is