overhead rail, I pressed my forehead against my arm and shut my eyes. Me, bluff Baseball Cap, I thought. Right. Iâm fast on the feet, not on the wits.
I thought of what Skip had said. Câmon, dude. You can do anything if you concentrate .
I had to do it. I had to get the better of Baseball Cap somehow.
I took a deep breath, opened my eyesâand looked straight into the face of a policewoman.
Wait. She was wearing a uniform, but she wasnât police. She was a transit official.
All the same, her stony gaze locked on me. âWhatâs the matter with you, kid? What are all those scratches? You been in a fight? â
My lips were dry. I ran my tongue over them, but it was dry too.
âWe donât want trouble,â the transit woman said. âNot in this heat. Maybe you should get off the bus.â She fingered a cell phone sticking out a side pocket of her purse.
âNo trouble, maâam.â I forced the words out of my parched mouth. âThatâs not it. Iâ¦â
People were watching us. Among them, the girl from school.
I said, âMy girlfriendâs up there. She wants me to go join her. Excuse me, maâam.â
I pushed past everyone. They all just kept gawking.
The girlâs name was Amyâ¦Amy Claridge, that was it. She had long dark hair and stared at me solemnly. She was wearing a red smock with a design of orange flames on the front. Above the flames, black letters proclaimed HERBIEâS RED HOTS. Herbieâs was a food stall at the PNE, famous for its extra-spicy hot dogs.
I stared back at her as sweat dripped down the side of my face. I wasnât like Skip.
I had nothing clever to say.
So, leaning down, I just whispered, âPlease. Donât give me away.â
Her dark eyes were doubtful. I didnât blame her. I looked like a catâs scratching post, not a law-abiding average Joe.
Around us people started talking again. The transit official took an empty seat and looked out the window. Little kids squealed with the excitement of going to the PNE. Nobody was listening to me.
I said, âPlease trust me, Amy. I canât have that transit lady reporting me. Iâm in trouble. My kid sisterâs life isâ¦â Is at stake, I was going to say, but it sounded too corny for belief. Instead I just shook my head. The whole thing should have been beyond belief. Except that it was real, it was happening. It was a nightmare that plowed on and on and wouldnât stop.
My face must have reflected my misery, because Amy said in alarm, âItâs okay, Joe. IâI wonât say anything.â
I managed a crooked grin of thanks. She sure had dark eyesâlike lake water at midnight. When she smiled, lights appeared in them.
I wondered what thereâd been between her and Skip. Theyâd hung out together a lot those last couple of weeks at school.
As if reading my thoughts, Amy said, âI guess Skipâs left for the Okanagan. I was hoping heâd call me first, butâ¦â
She likes him, all right, I thought. I wiped my forehead with the back of my arm. âYeah, so?â I said, kind of rudely. It was always Skip with girls.
Amyâs cheeks turned pink. âI wanted to talk to him. About an essay.â
âYou brainiacs,â I said. âGuess you like to stick together, huh? Compare Aâs?â
She looked down at the purse in her lap.
âIâm sorry,â I said. âIâm just kind of preoccupied. Soâ¦you work at Herbieâs. Whatâs that like?â
âIn this weather? Hot and smelly.â
I laughed. There was a plastic container attached to the bus wall, with pamphlets about bus routes and stuff. I took one out, waved it a few times and gave it to her.
âHere,â I said. âInstant fan.â
I walked Amy toward Herbieâs Red Hots. It was past the roller coaster, near the Farm Country building, with sheep, cows and other animals