mightâve had an idea.â
Her mother looked ashamed. âHe wasnât always like that. Baba went to the Dome just trying to win enough to get Pookie back. Some touts gave him inside info on who to bet on, and Baba trusted them.â
Leesa winced at how easy a mark her dad had been. Even she knew not to trust the touts.
âThey were all working for the mayor, of course. When he lost, Baba started placing daily double bets to try to break even again. Unfortunately, when he lost those, too, it hit us twice as hard. By the time he started winning, it was too late.â
Leesa felt sick. Everything was starting to make awful, perfect sense. âThatâs why we moved to the Drain, isnât it? Mayor Eris got Pookie and the house?â
Her mom met her eyes and nodded, and there was something else written there between them but left unsaid: it was also why Baba didnât live with them anymore.
Leesa gripped the tablet tightly in her hands, resisting the urge to chuck it across the room only because she knew how expensive it was. So much for her letter.
âBut now weâre free.â Her mom reached out to tuck the blue strands behind Leesaâs ear. âAnd Iâm going tokeep working and keep saving, and one day, things are going to get better.â Then her solemn tone changed to one of forced enthusiasm. âWeâre already doing pretty well for ourselves, though, arenât we? Look at this feast!â She hopped up off the couch and gave Leesaâs knee a shake. âNow come on, weâd better get cooking if you want me to stay awake for your birthday dinner.â
âI donât really feel like celebrating.â Her family was broken and her dog was gone and everything seemed stacked against her. The only thing Leesa felt like doing was curling up and crying.
âBirthday girls arenât allowed to mope.â Her momâs voice was peppy but firm. âIf Iâve learned anything, itâs that when things get hard you just have to trust in yourself, Leesa. Weâre stronger than we think.â
That made Leesa look up, and this time, her mom held her gaze without blinking. Then she smiled.
âProbably not strong enough to blow out twelve candles at once, though!â her mom turned, unveiling what looked and smelled like a pineapple sponge cake. âI was thinking we should have dessert first, but if youâre not up to it . . .â
âOkay, okay!â Leesa stood up. âMom?â Her mom looked back at her. âI love you.â
âLove you too, lovebug.â
The cake was goodâmaybe better than anything sheâd ever eatenâand it mustâve cost her mom a week of wages. But Leesa was most grateful for something her mom had said. Of all the things theyâd talked about tonight, of all the information sheâd learned, it was just three words that really stuck with Leesa: trust in yourself .
If she wanted something to be done about the Unnaturals, Leesa was going to have to do it on her own.
7
âI CANâT BELIEVE S AMKENâS GONE,â A SOFT VOICE SAID from somewhere that sounded close and far away at once.
Castor squinted into the dim light, growling warily. He didnât know who was speaking, and he didnât know who Samken was; all he knew for sure was that they were not part of his pack.
âLook, the s-s-shepherd dogâs awake,â another voice hissed.
Barely. It had been a full day since theyâd shot him, and Castor was still groggy. It was like that time heâd eaten the rotten rat meat, hallucinating all sorts of weird things.
Even now, he wasnât sure what was real. Outside of his cage, there were other cages, with other creatures. They smelled foreign and dangerous, and not only were they not dogs, but they were unlike anything heâd ever seen. As he looked around, he tried to remember all the different types of animals the Gray Whiskers had told