Kate.â
Kate took a deep breath.
Her silence fueled Joâs suspicions.
âWe donât have many traditions in our family, Kate. For that matter we donât even have much of a family. But when it mattered, you and I have always spoken the truth to each other. Itâs all we have.â
Kate nodded then exhaled in a long, low breath. âThe truth is that my doctor thinks Iâve gone to the beach house.â
âThe beachâ¦? You mean that ratty old cottage in Florida?â
âHey, that ratty old cottage in Florida provided us with some of the wonderful experiences of our lives.â
âYou mean those vacations when we were kids?â
âNo, I mean the rental money that paid for Mom to take a real vacationâaway from usâonce a year after we grew up.â
âBe sweet,â Jo warned with a laugh. They loved their mom with all their hearts, neither of them doubted that. She had done all she could to protect and nurture themâwhether they needed it or not. She mothered them well with the underlying understandingânot unlike an electrical current that if exposed could wreak havocâthat Jo and Kate never needed to be mothered. They called this good daughtering.
Dodie needed them to need her. What an awesome responsibility to place on already emotionally shaky children. So Jo could forgive Kate for joking about the blessed break Dodieâs vacation gave them. Because she understood it and because joking was the only way they dared broach the subject.
The thought of precarious subjects brought Jo instantly back to the real topic at hand. âWhy would your doctor think youâd gone to the cottage in Florida?â
âOh, the usual reasons.â
âTo moon over Vince Merchant?â If Kate insisted on giving nonanswers, Jo felt it completely within her rights as a little sister to respond with something Kate would have to react to.
âVince MerâWhatever made you think of him?â Kate, still leaning against the wall, twisted her upper body and gazed into the gold reflective elevator doors. âOf all the memories of that place, the cottage, the vacations, the sand in our shoesâ¦our shortsâ¦our hairâ¦our earsââ
âI get it, sand.â
âAnd, um, surf. And so many things connected to that place. Why, at the mention of Florida, would you go straight to Vince Merchant?â
âIâll answer that if you will.â Jo smirked just a little. âBut then, I guess, if you could answer it, then I wouldnât have to.â
âDo not start, Jo. I have let go of that man. Of that time. It was a lifetime ago. It doesnât mean anything anymore.â
âUh-huh,â Jo murmured at yet another evasive reply, the keys in her hand jangling as they went sliding along in her search for the right one.
âBesides, there is no way Vince Merchant ended up in Santa Sofia,â Kate said so softly as she stared at the unblinking image of herself.
What was up with Kate? Jo paused to marvel. Refusing surgery. Misleading her doctor. After all these years to have that response to the mention of Vince. Was she about to run again? Why? And where could she go to escape the hurt she carried always in her heart?
âSo tell meâ¦â Jo drew a deep breath, considered the odds of getting a straight answer from her sister and asked instead, âJust why would your doctor think you would go to Florida?â
âOh, you know.â Kate looked down. Her shoulders rose and fell. âTo rest. To relax. To rejuvenate.â
âThis doctor youâre talking about?â She churned the key in the lock and pushed the door open with one shoulder before turning to face her sister and ask, âHas he ever actually met you?â
âFunny,â Kate droned, limping past and into the nearly empty front room. âAnd yes, he did meet me. Even made rounds while I was in the hospital and