did?â
âForgive him! Iâm not the one cavorting with Lysandra and attending luncheons and doing ⦠doing whatever in hell it is you spent the summer doing!â
Sam let out a low growl. âYou think I particularly enjoy any of that?â
âYou werenât the one sent off to the Red Desert.â
âBelieve me, I would rather have been thousands of miles away.â
âI
donât
believe you. How can I believe anything you say?â
His brows furrowed. âWhat are you
talking
about?â
âNothing. None of your business. I donât want to talk about this. And I donât particularly want to talk to
you
, Sam Cortland.â
âThen go ahead,â he breathed. âGo crawl back to Arobynnâs study and talk to
him
. Let him buy you presents and pet your hair and offer you the best-paying missions we get. It wonât take him long to figure out the price for your forgiveness, not whenââ
She shoved him. âDonât you
dare
judge me. Donât you say one more word.â
A muscle feathered in his jaw. âThatâs fine with me. You wouldnât listen anyway. Celaena Sardothien and Arobynn Hamel: just the two of you, inseparable, until the end of the world. The rest of us might as well be invisible.â
âThat sounds an awful lot like jealousy. Especially considering you had three uninterrupted months with him this summer. What happened, hmm? You failed to convince him to make
you
his favorite? Found you lacking, did he?â
Sam was in her face so quickly that she fought the urge to jump back. âYou know
nothing
about what this summer was like for me.
Nothing
, Celaena.â
âGood. I donât particularly care.â
His eyes were so wide that she wondered if sheâd struck him without realizing it. At last he stepped away, and she stormed past him. She halted when he spoke again. âYou want to know what price I asked for forgiving Arobynn, Celaena?â
She slowly turned. With the ongoing rain, the hall was full of shadows and light. Sam stood so still that he might have been a statue. âMy price was his oath that heâd never lay a hand on you again. I told him Iâd forgive him in exchange for that.â
She wished heâd punched her in the gut. It would have hurt less. Not trusting herself to keep from falling to her knees with shame right there, she just stalked down the hall.
She didnât want to speak to Sam ever again. How could she look him in the eye? Heâd made Arobynn swear that
for her
. She didnât know what words could convey the mixture of gratitude and guilt. Hating him had been so much easier ⦠And it would have been far simpler if heâd blamed herfor Arobynnâs punishment. She had said such cruel things to him in the hallway; how could she ever begin to apologize?
Arobynn came to her room after lunch and told her to have a dress pressed. Doneval, heâd heard, was going to be at the theater that night, and with four days until his exchange, it would be in her best interest to go.
Sheâd formulated a plan for stalking Doneval, but she wasnât proud enough to refuse Arobynnâs offer to use his box at the theater for spyingâto see who Doneval spoke to, who sat near him, who guarded him. And to see a classical dance performed with a full orchestra ⦠well, sheâd never turn that down. But Arobynn failed to say who would be joining them.
She found out the hard way when she climbed into Arobynnâs carriage and discovered Lysandra and Sam waiting inside. With four days until her Bidding, the young courtesan needed all the exposure she could get, Arobynn calmly explained. And Sam was there to provide additional security.
Celaena dared a glance at Sam as she slumped onto the bench beside him. He watched her, his eyes wary, shoulders tensed, as if he expected her to launch a verbal attack at him right there. Like