since that night with Arobynn, only checking to ensure nothing was broken or out of place.
âSo,â Mikhail said, shattering her thoughts as he pointed a fork at her, âwhen your master beat the living daylights out of you, did you actually deserve it?â
Ansel shot him a dark look, and Celaena straightened. Even Ilias was now listening, his lovely eyes fixed on her face. But Celaena stared right at Mikhail. âI suppose it depends on who is telling the story.â
Ansel chuckled.
âIf Arobynn Hamel is telling the story, then yes, I suppose I did deserve it. I cost him a good deal of moneyâa kingdomâs worth of riches, probably. I was disobedient and disrespectful, and completely remorseless about what I did.â
She didnât break her stare, and Mikhailâs smile faltered.
âBut if the two hundred slaves that I freed are telling the story, then no, I suppose I didnât deserve it.â
None of them were smiling anymore. âHoly Gods,â Ansel whispered. True silence fell over their table for a few heartbeats.
Celaena resumed eating. She didnât feel like talking to them after that.
Under the shade of the date trees that separated the oasis from the sand, Celaena stared out at the expanse of desert stretching before them. âSay that again,â she said flatly to Ansel. After the hushed dinner last night and the utterly silent fortress walkways that had brought them here, speaking normally grated on her ears.
But Ansel, who was wearing a white tunic and pants and boots wrapped in camel pelts, just grinned and fastened her white scarf around her red hair. âItâs a three-mile run to the next oasis.â Ansel handed Celaena the two wooden buckets sheâd brought with her. âThese are for you.â
Celaena raised her brows. âI thought I was going to be training with the Master.â
âOh, no. Not today,â Ansel said, picking up two buckets of her own. âWhen he said âtrainingâ he meant this. You might be able to wallop four of our men, but you still smell like the northern wind. Once you start reeking like the Red Desert, then heâll bother to train you.â
âThatâs ridiculous. Where is he?â She looked toward the fortress towering behind them.
âOh, you wonât find him. Not until you prove yourself. Show that youâre willing to leave behind all that you know and all that you were. Make him think youâre worth his time. Then heâll train you. At least, thatâs what Iâve been told.â Anselâs mahogany eyes gleamed with amusement. âDo you know how many of us have begged and groveled to just have
one
lesson with him? He picks and chooses as he sees fit. One morning, he might approach an acolyte. The next, it might be someone like Mikhail. Iâm still waiting for
my
turn. I donât think even Ilias knows the method behind his fatherâs decisions.â
This wasnât at all what Celaena had planned. âBut I need him to write me a letter of approval. I
need
him to train me. Iâm
here
so he can train meââ
Ansel shrugged. âSo are we all. If I were you, though, Iâd suggest training with me until he decides that youâre worth it. If anything, I can get you into the rhythm of things. Make it seem more like you care about us, and less like youâre here just for that letter of approval. Not that we
all
donât have our own secret agenda.â Ansel winked, and Celaena frowned. Panicking now wouldnât do her any good. She needed time to come up with a logical plan of action. Sheâd try to speak to the Master later. Perhaps he hadnât understood her yesterday. But for now . . . sheâd tag along after Ansel for the day. The Master had been at dinner the night before; if she needed to, she could corner him in the dining hall tonight.
When Celaena didnât object further, Ansel held up a
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