windowpane, as if it were perfectly normal for windows to drool. The hair at the back of his head is shorn close, like on a pelt. Running through it is the bald line of a scar.
For a whole week,
when summer came and people began running around in short sleeves, Paul and I were suspicious of a man who to this day walks over from the shops every morning at ten to eight, empty-handed. Every day he steps off the paved sidewalk and follows the paths around the dumpsters and then steps back on the sidewalk and returns to the shops. At one point Paul couldn’t stand it any longer, he stuffed some paper in a plastic bag and set out to follow the man. He didn’t come back until lunch, equipped with a long white loaf of the kind you can carry under your arm. With that he headed for the street the next morning at a quarter past seven, and at ten to eight, after the man had completed his circuit of the dumpsters, Paul returned with the same loaf of bread, now broken in two. Evidently the man is about forty, wears a cross on a gold chain, has an anchor tattooed on one inner arm and the name Ana on the other. He lives in a bright-green row house on Mulberry Street and every morning, before he makes his circuit ofthe dumpsters, he drops off a blubbering boy at the kindergarten. There’s no reason for him to pass by our tower on his way home from the kindergarten, unless he just wants a change of pace. Though it’s hardly a change if you take the same detour every single day. Paul says:
The man walks by the trash cans because they’re near a bar he just passed that’s nagging at him. The brandy-like smell of fermenting garbage somehow eases his guilty conscience, so he does an about-face and orders his first brandy of the day in the bar. The rest of the glasses follow automatically. Around nine o’clock he’s joined by another man wearing a short-sleeved brown summer suit, who only drinks two cups of coffee but stays at the man’s table until five to twelve, when it’s time to pick up the child. The boy is still crying at noon, when he sees the man waiting for him.
To my nose the trash cans don’t stink of brandy, but drinkers may have a different sense of smell. Still, why does the man insist on craning his neck and looking up while he’s making his rounds down there. And who is that person who keeps him company in the bar. I suspect Paul has himself in mind when he says that the man is lifting his head up to heaven as he heads home, in order to stave off the guilt he feels at hitting the booze. And why does the child cry when he sees him, maybe he doesn’t belong to the man at all. Paul has no idea but says:
Who’d borrow a kid.
Obviously Paul never does the shopping, or else he’d know that people really do borrow children to get larger rations of meat, milk, and bread in the shops.
Why does Paul say this drinker goes to such and such a place every morning when in fact he only followed the man for one morning and part of an afternoon. It could all be coincidence rather than habit. Albu is trained to notice such things.At varying intervals, and just to confuse me, he asks the same thing at least three times before he’s satisfied with the answer. Only then does he say:
You see, things are getting connected.
Paul says I should follow the alcoholic myself if I’m not satisfied with his report. But I’d rather not. A bag in your hand and a loaf under your arm doesn’t make you invisible; it could easily give you away.
I no longer stand beside our window at ten to eight, although every morning it occurs to me that the man is walking around down there, craning his neck. Nor do I say anything anymore, because Paul digs in so, insisting he’s right, as if he needs this drinker in his life more than he needs me. As if our life would be easier if the man caught between his child and his drink were simply a tormented father.
That may all be true, I say, but he still might be doing a little spying on the