Sean if heâd mind getting it for me. Heâs something of a clown.â
âSo I gathered.â Her motherâs voice dipped softly. âIâm beginning to think your move to Portland might have been a good idea after all.â
âIâm sure it was,â Hilary said tightly, realizing her mother was using reverse psychology. If Louise could convince Hilary moving to Portland was such a good idea, then her daughter might have a change of heart and return home. It was a ploy Louise had used all too often.
âDonât you miss me even a little?â Louise pleaded.
âOf course, butâ¦â
âRemember the good times we had sitting up and chatting while we watched the eleven-oâclock news? You used to like those tiny marshmallows in your hot chocolate?â
âMother, I was ten years old!â
âI knowâ¦itâs just that I canât sit through the newscast anymore without getting teary eyed. I worry about you living all alone.â
If only her mother knew.
âWe used to be so close.â
Hilary missed those times with her mother as well, but not enough to consider returning to San Francisco. She was adjusting to her new life, a new schedule. She was adjusting to a man!
âIâm getting along just fine. Thereâs no need to worry about me,â Hilary said, hoping to reassure her mother and at the same time terminate the conversation before it dragged on.
âIâve only phoned once since you moved out. I got your letter this afternoon, but somehow itâs not the same.â
âIâve been busy, Mother. Time got away from me.â
âYouâre working too hard, arenât you, Princess? I bet youâre not eating properly, either.â
âMom,â Hilary said shortly, âcould you stop being a mother, just for once?â
âStop being a mother,â Louise repeated in a low, pain-filled voice. âIâ¦donât know that I can.â
âIâm not a little girl anymore. Iâm a woman and Iâd appreciate being treated like one.â The time away from home gave her the courage to speak boldly.
âI see.â Her motherâs voice dipped softly.
Hilary resisted a sigh of regret. She didnât mean to be so abrupt, but it seemed the only way to reach her parent. âIt isnât like I need to be tucked into bed every night.â
âI know, itâs just that I miss you so much.â
Hilary was growing tired of the argument. âIf youâre phoning past ten, I assume you must have a good reason.â
âWell, yesâ¦Iâve got a small surprise for you. I thought Iâd fly up to Portland to be with you on Motherâs Day. That is, if you donât mind.â
âOf course I donât,â Hilary said, feeling increasingly guilty over her outburst.
âI realize you canât be with me because the symphonyâs performing, so it makes sense for me to come to you. Iâve already booked my flight, but I realize now that was a bit presumptuous of me.â
âNot in the least. Iâll look forward to your visit.â
âIâm so pleased,â Louise went on to say. âI got your letter this afternoon and felt just terrible that weâd be apart on Motherâs Day. It wasnât until later that I realized if you couldnât come to me, then I could visit you. I booked my flight and then waited until I thought youâd be home this evening.â
âWeâll have a good time, Mom.â
âI know we will, Princess. You can show me your apartment, and weâll sit and drink hot chocolate just the way we used to. Weâll have all kinds of fun.â
âThat sounds wonderful, Mom,â Hilary said, closing her eyes and pressing her forehead against the wall. They ended the conversation a few minutes later.
The silence behind Hilary told her Sean had managed to clear his buddies out of the
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