Responding would just give him satisfaction butâ¦
I just couldnât back down. I couldnât. I typed:
@VictorEE Whoâs going to stop me? A dickless nobody like you?
I logged off and the message disappeared. âWait up!â I called after Ricky. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. Probably VictorEE getting back to me. So fast. I must have struck a nerve.
Screw him. Iâd deal with him when I was ready.
â â â â â
Norman Bates stared right through me. His face filled the screen, the image of a skull superimposed on him. I shuddered. Creepy.
The lights came up and the bell rang. âOkay, folks,â Mrs. Carney said. âI want your two-page reflection papers on
Psycho
by Friday. Or
Mother
will be very upset.â
Everyone laughed as they filed out of the room. Ricky tapped me on the shoulder. âGood luck,â he said, nodding at Carney. We bumped fists and I hung back, waiting to get Carney alone.
âCarmen,â she said once the classroom was empty, âplease donât tell me Norman Bates has been giving you nightmares.â
âNo, Mrs. Carney, I was justâ¦â I stopped. âDo you like me, Mrs. Carney?â
She sat down on the corner of her desk. âI canât think of anyone I dislike. Have I done something to make you think â¦?â
âOh, no,â I said quickly. âNo, just the opposite. I think youâre the only teacher at Southside who treats me like a human being.â
She frowned. âIâm really sorry to hear that. I hope itâs not true, but Iâm sure that must be how it seems. Is it something you wanted to talk about?â
I shook my head. âNo, not really. I justâ¦â I got out the petition. âIâm trying to start a GSA. I need to get three faculty members to sign but ⦠well, teachers arenât exactly beating down my door. Vice Principal Winston says itâs because I donât follow through.â
Mrs. Carney looked over the petition. âI havenât had you in class long enough to know if thatâs true. You seem like a great student. You ask good questions, you participate in discussion. But, to be honest, Iâve heard that about you from other teachers.â
I groaned. âTeachers
talk
about me?â Great. I really was doomed.
She smiled. âTeachers talk about
all
the students. Youâre not being singled out. I donât get the impression that people dislike you. But they think youâre capable of more than you achieve. Getting this GSA started could show everyone theyâre wrong.â
âBut thatâs the problem,â I said. âI
could
prove that I can follow through. This GSA means a lot to me. I think it would really help people, and Iâd work hard to keep it running. But I need a chance first. Is there any way youâd consider signing this?â
Mrs. Carney tilted her head as she thought. âYou know, you still need to get thirty students to sign this.â
I waved my hand. âOh, thatâs not a problem.â
She seemed impressed. âReally?â
I shrugged. âNot to brag, but I have a lot of friends. Iâm not über-popular, like Jessie Reed, but I fit in with lots of different groups. Thirty signatures isnât a problem. Itâs just those three.â
She pursed her lips and handed the petition back to me. âIâll tell you what: can you come here tomorrow morning before the first bell rings? I might have a solution to your problem.â
I tried not to look devastated that she hadnât signed it. I just took the petition back and signed. âSure thing,â I said. âIâll be here first thing in the morning.â
As I headed for my locker, I wondered what kind of solution Mrs. Carney had in mind. Because if she couldnât deliver those three faculty signatures, the GSA was over before it had even begun.
M
y phone started