getting her last badge at the next meeting?â
The little girl nodded. âBut itâs okay. Grandma told me that disappointment is part of life. And growing up means learning to live with it.â
âI let you down. Sweetie, Iâm so sorryââ Abbyâs voice broke.
âItâs not you, Mommy. If my daddy had come back like he promised, heâd have taken me camping. But he stayed in California. Iâm six now. Iâm big enough to understand.â
âI wish I was,â Abby mumbled. âWhy did you come up here? Did you need something?â
âYou need to tuck me in. Itâs time for bed.â Her voice broke on the last word and her chin started quivering just before she disappeared through the opening.
Riley felt like pond scum. Slimier than pond scum. Both of them were close to tears. Damn it to hell. If he agreed, he would have to hang with Abby overnight. That was a bad idea, outdoors or anywhere else. And if it was just her, he could have stuck to his guns and pulled out of the op. In the Rangers, heâd worked and trained and prided himself on being the toughest of the tough. But nothing had hardened him enough to say no to a six-year-old whoâd already gotten a bum deal.
Charm was no match for a little girlâs tears.
âOkay.â
âWhat?â Abby turned her big brown eyes on him.
If he hadnât already caved, heâd be in danger now. âIâll take you and Kimmie camping.â
She blinked, then the corners of her mouth curved into a brilliant smile that turned her killer dimples loose on him. She threw herself against him and wrapped her arms around his neck. âThank you. Thank you. Thank you.â
She felt way too good, soft in all the right places and he was relieved when she pulled away.
âWhat do we need to bring?â
He ran his hand through his hair. âIâll bring the equipment. You and Kim be ready at six a.m. on Saturday morning.â
âAye, aye, sir.â
âThatâs Navy. Yes, sir, will suffice.â
âYes, sir. Whatever you say, sir,â she said, brown eyes shining.
That look backed him up a step. It was the same one sheâd had just before throwing her arms around him. He wanted her to do it again; at the same time, he knew it was a very bad idea. Because if she ever hugged him again, he knew heâd really get into it. Heâd pull her as close as he could get her and press his mouth to hers.
Bad didnât begin to describe this situation. He just hoped he didnât regret this decision.
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Abby glanced at Rileyâs impassive face and wished she knew what he was thinking. Scratch that. It would probably be better if she didnât know. She watched a sleepy Kimmie play with the soggy cocoa cereal in her bowl. They were already behind schedule because Riley had spent ten minutes disapproving of their attire. Capris were badâlegs need to be covered in heavy-duty material to prevent scratches and bug bites. Theyâd changed into jeans. Their shoes were an accident waiting to happenâsandals gave no support or protection. Theyâd changed again.
She watched him watch Kimmie. âIf Iâd known there was a dress code, I would have followed it.â
His gaze swung to hers. âNoted.â
âOkay, Kim, I think youâre finished,â she said, sliding the bowl off the table and carrying it to the sink. As quickly as possible, she dumped the remaining light brown milk and cereal, ran the disposal, then put the dirty dishes in the dishwasher. âWeâve already disrupted Mr. Dixonâs schedule.â
âIt makes good sense to set up camp in the daylight,â he said.
His delivery was so smooth, Abby almost missed the subtle sarcasm. âThen weâd better get a move on.â
Kim rested her cheek in her palm. âIâm sleepy, Mommy.â
âI know, sweetie. But you can sleep in Mr.