the fatigue that lined the edges of his deep blue eyes, and she realized that he was just as tired as she was. Based on the condition sheâd found him in this morning, she assumed he hadnât slept much the night before. Sheâd also noticed that he hadnât stepped too close to a razor for a couple of days, and unbidden, the memory of how those rough bristles had felt against her neck flooded her mind.
She looked away, letting her insides settle before trusting herself to speak.
âI have a room in town,â she said, turning around and gathering up her notes. âAt the Cactus Flat Motel. You can call me there if you need to. Iâll be going over this paperwork tonight.â
She turned to leave, then turned back again and lifted her gaze to his. âI know itâs hard for you, my being here,â she said quietly. âIâm sorry.â
He nodded slowly, and she saw the pain in his eyes as he stared at her. The most natural thing in the world would have been to go to him and put her arms around him. To comfort him and to be comforted.
But she didnât. And though she didnât know why, she did know that in all the time sheâd been here neither she nor Jared had said Jonathanâs name once.
Three
A nnie was already at the rig when Jared drove up the next morning. At least her car was there, he noted as he pulled up beside the Cherokee, but she wasnât in it.
Heâd arrived early, hoping to get there before her. Partly to give himself a few minutes to do a test run on the drill motor, and partly because he needed a few minutes alone there before she showed up.
Maybe sheâd needed a few minutes herself, Jared realized grimly.
He stepped out of his truck and tipped his Stetson back as he searched the area. The equipment shed was locked, so she couldnât be in there. He started toward the small square trailer that served as office and lounge for the crew, but hadnât gotten more than a few feet when he heard her call his name. Turning, he frowned as he looked around, but still didnât see her.
âGood morning.â
Glancing upward, he narrowed his eyes and focused on a slender form silhouetted by the rising sun. She stood at the edge of the derrick platform twenty-five feet off the ground, her hand lifted in a wave.
He froze.
He couldnât breathe. His heart pounded with bruising force against his ribs. He wanted to scream at her to move back, to get away from the edge, but his voice had suddenly gone numb.
âJared?â she called down, and stepped even closer to the edge. âAre you all right?â
His hands were shaking now. He clenched them into fists and, without taking his eyes off her, walked stiffly to the metal platform steps, then moved slowly upward toward her. At the top of the stairs, he paused, his jaw tight, and stared at her.
Brow furrowed, Annie asked, âIs something wrong?â
As she stepped away from the ledge, the steel band around Jaredâs chest loosened and he could breathe again. âWhat the hell are you doing up here?â
âWaiting for you.â
âYou havenât got any gear on,â he said more sharply than he intended. He was still waiting for his heart to slow down, trying not to think about how close sheâd been to the edge....
âGear?â She frowned at him. âJared, for heavenâs sake, Iâm just looking around.â
âThereâs no place on a rig for sight-seeing, Annie. You want a tour, take the bus.â He knew he was being unreasonable, but he didnât care. âNext time you come up here, you better have a damn good reason, and you better be wearing a safety belt and hat.â
âA hat!â She stared at him incredulously. âYouâre not even drilling yet.â
âThat would have made me feel loads better if Iâd driven up and found you in a dozen pieces. And now that I think about it, you donât