you get there, surely? Doesnât Yorkshire have lovely beaches?â
âOh, yes. Gorgeous. And Lancashire, on the west coast. Itâs just a bit of an expedition. London wasnât any better.â
âIs that where youâve just come from?â she asked, trying not to be nosy but failing.
He grinned, his teeth flashing white in the streetlights. âFor my sins. How about you? Are you Yoxburgh born and bred?â
âNo. Iâve only been here two years. Iâve got a friend working here, and she persuaded me to come.â
âGood move?â
âOh, yes, for all sorts of reasons. Nice town, and the hospitalâs great, much nicer to work in than my previous one, andâwell, further from someone I needed space from.â
Now why had she brought that up? Idiot! She could see the question forming in his eyes, but she was saved from having to explain by their arrival at the restaurant, and by the time they were seated and the waiter had given them menus and water and a basket of warm, squashy bread, theyâd moved on.
Thankfully.
âSo why obstetrics?â he asked her, reaching for the bread.
âI love it. Less keen on the gynae, except some of the surgeryâs quite interesting and technically challenging, but mostly itâs the babies. Making a difference, saving such vulnerable little livesâIâm a sucker for it. The friend I toldyou aboutâs a midwife, and I guess she influenced me a bit. You?â
He shrugged. âAll sorts of reasons, really. My fatherâs a vet and my brother and I used to go out with him on calls sometimes when we were kids. We helped with the lambing and the calving, and sometimes thereâd be a foal, and I just loved it. And of course all the cats and dogs had litters, and we always watched them giving birth, and my motherâs a midwife, so when I went into medicine it just seemed the obvious choice. My brotherâs an obstetrician, too, but heâs a bit more focussed on his career than me.â He gave a wry smile. âItâs been a bit difficult recently. Life sort of threw a spanner in the works.â
âThatâs divorce for you,â she said without thinking, and could have bitten her tongue off, but he just shrugged again and smiled sadly.
âYes, it is. Are you divorced?â
âMe? No! Single and proud of it,â she lied. Well, not about the single part, because she was, profoundly, since Mike had walked away, but she wasnât proud of it. She was moreâwell, lonely, really, she admitted, but sheâd rather be single than in the situation sheâd been in. And for all the difference it would have made, in many ways she felt divorced. Would have been, if Mike had ever got round to asking her to marry him instead of just stringing her along for years. She scraped up a chirpy grin. âMad spinster lady, thatâs what I am. Didnât you notice the cat?â
âI thought you had to have more than one to be a mad spinster?â he said softly, his eyes searching even though there was a smile teasing his lips, and she felt her heart turn over.
No! No no no no no!
âOh, well, Iâve only got the one, so thatâs all right, then,Iâm not a spinster, just mad,â she said lightly, and turned her attention to the menu. Fast.
Ben watched her. She was distracted, not concentrating. The menu was the right way up, but it could have been in Russian or Japanese for all the difference it would have made, he was sure. She was flusteredâby him?
Interestingâexcept that she was a colleague, and his neighbour, and heâd just got out of one horribly messy relationship and he was in no hurry to get into another.
Even if she was the most attractive, interesting and stimulating person heâd been near in what felt like decades.
He shut his menu with a snap, and her body gave a tiny little jerk, as if the sound had startled her.