the porch floor, where it broke with a crash and splash of just pulled, cool well water, and stared at the woman in amazement and disbelief. âI donât believe that.â He finally found his voice.
She shrugged her shoulders. âWhy would I lie? I donât mean to impugn his bravery, for Cort is a very brave man. One of the first to volunteer for the Gray. Itâs just . . . well, these things happen.â
âDoes he know that you . . . ah ... ?â
âThat I know? Certainly. What it means is that neither of us shall ever ask the other for a divorce. He will be discreet and so will I.â
âWith your, ah . . .â
She laughed at the expression on his face. âOur lovers? Yes.â
âJust the one child, Anne?â
âNo.â Anne knew Jamie MacCallister and knew him to be a man of honor. He would keep his silence; although, she felt he might tell his wife. That was all right, for Anne trusted Kate as much as Jamie. Kate had always treated her well. âNo,â she repeated with a long sigh. âPage has a twin brother.â She laughed sourly. âWith good hair,â she said bitterly, remembering the words of Selma, her personal maid, that terrible stormy night the twins were born. âHe isnât black, but neither is he white. But he is Negro. That is very plain. I never held him. He was given to a woman in the slave quarters who lost a child, and some years later, when he was, oh, I donât know. Time goes by so swiftly. Anyway, he was sent north on the Underground Railroad. I donât know where he is or what he looks like or even if he made it across the line to freedom.â
âYou ever think about him?â Jamie asked softly.
Anne smiled sadly. âYes. Not as often now as I used to, but yes, I do think about him.â She sighed and straightened up in her chair, squaring her shoulders. âI should write my memoirs and have them published. I could make a fortune, but then, Iâm already worth several fortunes.â
âYouâd better invest in something outside of the South, Anne,â Jamie warned.
She smiled. âOh, but I have. I have this clever little man in Richmond who has been secretly investing sums of my money in factories up north. I own a factory that makes uniforms, another that makes guns, and yet another that manufactures boots and shoes. And I own bits and pieces of several other factories . . . all located far above the Mason-Dixon line.â She gave Jamie a strange look. âYou believe the South will lose this war, Jamie?â
âYes. After several long and bloody years. The North has the manpower, the money, and the factories.â
âAnd the South has . . . ?â
Jamie poured another glass of water. He drank it down and set the glass carefully back on the wicker table that was between him and the woman. âSlavery is wrong, Anne. No man has the right to own another human being in bondage. But the Federal government does not have the right to tell individual states what they can or cannot do. That is really what this war is all about: central control of our lives. Total control of our lives. If I obey the laws of God, and observe a moral code here on earth, the government has no business interfering in my life. That is why I chose the side of the Gray.â
âAnd your sons?â Anne asked gently.
âFalcon is fighting for the Gray in Texas. I suspect Jamie Ian will choose the side of the Blue and so will Matthew.â
âFather against son,â Anne murmured.
âAnd brother against brother,â Jamie added. âThis war will cut deep across the country, Anne. It will leave bitter scars that will last for many, many years, perhaps forever. But a person must always do what they think is right.â
âNo matter what the consequences?â
âNo matter what the consequences.â
4
Oddly enough, there was no tension at supper that evening.