I amâ¦Sheâll have to know. Perhaps she wonât believe it at first.â
Frances Cloade sighed and sat up straight in her big armchair.
âI see,â she said. âEmbezzlement. Or if that isnât the right word, that kind of thingâ¦like young Williams.â
âYes, but this timeâyou donât understandâ Iâm responsible. Iâve used trust funds that were committed to my charge. So far, Iâve covered my tracksââ
âBut now itâs all going to come out?â
âUnless I can get the necessary moneyâquickly.â
The shame he felt was the worst he had known in his life. How would she take it?
At the moment she was taking it very calmly. But then, he thought, Frances would never make a scene. Never reproach or upbraid.
Her hand to her cheek, she was frowning.
âItâs so stupid,â she said, âthat I havenât got any money of my own at allâ¦.â
He said stiffly, âThere is your marriage settlement, butââ
She said absently, âBut I suppose thatâs gone too.â
He was silent. Then he said with difficulty, in his dry voice: âIâm sorry, Frances. More sorry than I can say. You made a bad bargain.â
She looked up sharply.
âYou said that before. What do you mean by that?â
Jeremy said stiffly:
âWhen you were good enough to marry me, you had the right to expectâwell, integrityâand a life free from sordid anxieties.â
She was looking at him with complete astonishment.
âReally, Jeremy! What on earth do you think I married you for?â
He smiled slightly.
âYou have always been a most loyal and devoted wife, my dear. But I can hardly flatter myself that you would have accepted me inâerâdifferent circumstances.â
She stared at him and suddenly burst out laughing.
âYou funny old stick! What a wonderful novelettish mind you must have behind that legal façade! Do you really think that I married you as the price of saving Father from the wolvesâor the Stewards of the Jockey Club, et cetera?â
âYou were very fond of your father, Frances.â
âI was devoted to Daddy! He was terribly attractive and the greatest fun to live with! But I always knew he was a bad hat. And if you think that Iâd sell myself to the family solicitor in order to save him from getting what was always coming to him, then youâve never understood the first thing about me. Never!â
She stared at him. Extraordinary, she thought, to have beenmarried to someone for over twenty years and not have known what was going on in their minds. But how could one know when it was a mind so different from oneâs own? A romantic mind, of course, well camouflaged, but essentially romantic. She thought: âAll those old Stanley Weymans in his bedroom. I might have known from them! The poor idiotic darling!â
Aloud she said:
âI married you because I was in love with you, of course.â
âIn love with me? But what could you see in me?â
âIf you ask me that, Jeremy, I really donât know. You were such a change, so different from all Fatherâs crowd. You never talked about horses for one thing. Youâve no idea how sick I was of horsesâand what the odds were likely to be for the Newmarket Cup! You came to dinner one nightâdo you remember?âand I sat next to you and asked you what bimetallism was, and you told meâreally told me! It took the whole of dinnerâsix coursesâwe were in funds at the moment and had a French chef!â
âIt must have been extremely boring,â said Jeremy.
âIt was fascinating! Nobody had ever treated me seriously before. And you were so polite and yet never seemed to look at me or think I was nice or good-looking or anything. It put me on my mettle. I swore Iâd make you notice me.â
Jeremy Cloade said grimlyâ¦âI