âDonât get up, okay? Just stay right there.â
âOkay,â I replied. I thanked him again. I took deep breaths, trying to calm myself.
âBe right back,â Kent said. He stepped through the dining room and disappeared into the kitchen.
A few seconds later I heard his voice from the kitchen.
Who is he talking to? I wondered.
I pushed myself to my feet and crept to the dining room on trembling legs. Halfway through the dining room, I could hear Kentâs voice clearly. I realized he was on the phone.
âThatâs right, Officer,â I heard him say, âIâm keeping her right here. But youâd better hurry. She might try to get away.â
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A silent gasp escaped my throat.
The room tilted in front of me. The floor rose up, and I had to grab the dining room table to steady myself.
I felt so betrayed. So confused and betrayed.
Why did Kent call the police? Didnât he believe my story?
Did he think I murdered the Kramers?
I heard him hang up the phone. Then I heard him walk to the sink. I heard the splash of water in the sink.
He was getting me the glass of water he had promised.
I hesitated, still holding on to the table edge, still waiting for the room to stop tilting and swaying.
What should I do?
Thereâs no way Iâm going to sit here and wait for the police, I told myself. Not in Lucyâs body.
Unless I get back in my own body, no one will believe my story, I decided.
Kent had just pretended to believe me. Kent must think Iâm Lucy. He only called me Nicole to humor me, to calm me down. So he could sneak into the kitchen and call the police at his first opportunity.
I could hear him shut off the water tap. I heard him open the freezer. Heard the plop of ice cubes dropping into the glass.
I took a step back. Then another. Moving back toward the living room.
Iâm getting out, I decided. Iâm not waiting around here.
Kent betrayed me. Iâm not sure why.
âHey, Nicoleâhow are you doing?â he called from the kitchen.
His cheerful voice made my skin crawl.
Iâd always thought he was such a great guy. So smart and caring.
Now I hated him. Hated him for lying to me, for trying to trick me.
Hated him for not being my friend.
I turned and started to run. The room tilted and rose up, as if trying to keep me prisoner.
But I forced myself to run straight. Burst into the front hallway.
âNicoleâwait! HeyâNicole!â I heard Kentâs desperate shout behind me from the dining room.
I hit the screen door hard with my shoulder and bolted out of the house. I leaped down all three steps of the front stoop, and kept running.
âHey, Nicoleâstop! Come back!â
Was he going to chase after me?
I darted across the street, into someoneâs yard. Ducked low behind their tall evergreen hedge. Kept moving. Ignoring the pounding of my heart, the flashes of red, the images of the bloodred puddles that flared up every time I blinked.
I crossed another three or four yards before I dared to glance back. No sign of Kent. No. He wasnât coming after me.
âWhatâs your problem, Kent?â I asked out loud, through gasps for breath. âWhatâs your problem? Why did you do that to me? Lucy is your girlfriend, remember? Why did you call the police to come get your girlfriend?â
Cupping a hand over my ear, I listened for police sirens.
I didnât hear any. Somewhere down the block, two little kids were having a shrill argument.
âDid not!â
âDid, too!â
âDid not!â
Hearing their innocent voices made my breath catch in my throat. I suddenly wanted to be a little kid again. I didnât want to be Lucy anymore. I didnât want to be seventeen. I didnât want to know there were two slashed bodies lying on Lucyâs living room floor.
I kept moving through front yards, crossing streets carefully, alert for the police. Alert for anyone