see if Mr. Drummond next door was holding true to form in his late-Saturday-morning grass mowing. But the lawn beyond the hedge that bordered Catherineâs yard was empty. She was disappointed and puzzled. She faithfully witnessed Mr. Drummondâs ritual each summer Saturday. After a moment, she remembered that the Drummonds were still in Europe, and shook her head at her forgetfulness.
Perhaps she could move her chair to face a side window. She could look across Mayhew Street, see if the Perkinses were back at work in their yard.
It didnât seem worth the trouble.
Iâll just sit and drink my beer, she decided. Maybe Iâll think of something to do to use up this blasted day.
Her eyes fell on a half-finished book. She considered reading, but decided she couldnât concentrate enough. The book was a murder mystery. Not such a good thing to read today. Her mouth twisted wryly.
After a moment Catherine wriggled deeper into the big chair, stretching her legs to rest them on its matching ottoman. She drank some more beer. She was profoundly bored, yet very tense. She decided it was a horrible combination.
âToes, relax,â she said out loud, suddenly recalling an acting-class exercise. âFeet, relax.â
She had worked up to her pelvis when she was diverted by a car pulling onto the graveled apron at the end of the walkway in front of the house. She suspended her exercise in astonishment.
The car was familiar, but she couldnât place the owner. Not Tom, her only occasional visitor. He would merely stroll across to her back door from his own.
âItâs Randall Gerrard!â she muttered. Her employer had never come to see her before.
She didnât realize the impact the beer had had on her empty stomach until she got up.
Instead of straightening up the pile of books, instead of fluffling out her damp hair, Catherine stared at Randall as he came up the walkway.
She itemized his heavy shoulders and thick chest, surprising on a man of his height. Especially surprising on a man who had, Catherine told herself, no butt at all.
The sun glinted on the thick reddish-brown hair of his head and beard, and winked off his heavy glasses.
How old must he be now? she wondered. Thirty-five?
She stood riveted and staring. Like a fool, she told herself when she finally roused. She had just begun to move when he knocked on the door, and she could only be grateful he had not glanced at the window.
âPlease come in,â she said. The beer soaked her voice with a duchesslike formality. She blinked in surprise.
Randallâs face, which had been grave, lit with amusement. She followed his glance down to her hand that had gestured him in with a gracious flourish. She saw, appalled, that she was still clutching the beer can. Her elaborate sweep had slopped beer all over her hand.
âOh damn !â she muttered.
He said gently, âCatherine.â
To her horror, that note of kindness tipped her into collapse. She began to cry. She twisted away to hide her face, covered her mouth to muffle the ugly sound. She hated for anyone to see her crumple.
A heavy arm went around her, and she instantly twitched away. But she didnât move when the arm firmly encircled her again.
She was somehow deposited on a convenient couch. She dimly heard footsteps crossing the floor and going purposefully down the hall. She looked up as Randall reappeared with a box of tissues. She blessed him mentally, and lowered her face. She was acutely aware of how dreadful she looked when she cried. As she cleaned her face, she felt the tears dry up inside her.
Catherine waited until she could hope that her nose had returned to its normal color before she brushed her hair back and looked sideways at himâ¦and surprised something in Randallâs face that amazed her, something unmistakable; though it had been a long time since she had cared to recognize it in a manâs face.
Empty and giddy,