one on my left has short, straight black hair. Her friend has shiny red hair that curls into big looping O s and sheâs got a slender black cigarette holder between her lips. Thereâs an exit door on the right wall, probably an escape route, and next to it, one of those music boxes. No music is playing, though. For a cellar club, the place is eerily quiet.
Margaret walks up to the tender, a gray-haired hulk with round beefy arms, and whispers something to him before pointing at me with her chin. He looks me over and nods. Then he puts two glasses on the bar and fills them with shine and ice. She picks them both up and hands me one.
âIâve got a spot where we can be alone,â she says and leads me to a door next to the bar. We walk inside a small room thatâs furnished with nothing but a tiny brass lamp and a bare, stained mattressâboth are resting on the floor. Thereâs a window tucked in the corner but itâs filthy. At this angle, nobody could look in and see us. I canât even see out.
I feel soiled just being here, like a hobo in need of a charity fuck. I can afford better than this. I make a decent amount of money, even though it comes to me through the bloody hands of Jimmy McCullough.
âWe could have gone to my room at the hotel,â I say.
âYou didnât invite me, honey.â
When she steps near the lamp, I can see that the makeup covering the bags under her eyes is so thick itâs starting to crack like the plaster walls around her. She shuts the door and nods toward an iron coat hook screwed into the back of it.
âFor your clothes,â she says.
I hang my chesterfield and hat. Then I down a swig of moon and put my drink on the wooden floorâit sits in a cluster of stained rings left by a succession of glasses just like mine.
Margaret gulps her shine and reaches for the hem of her red dress.
âDonât,â I say.
âWhy else are you here?â she asks.
Itâs a good question. Unless sheâs about to tell me where Gazzara runs his outfit, I canât imagine us chatting and holding each otherâs interest.
âI donât know,â I say. I sound like a pantywaist.
âCâmon, Sugar,â she says, lifting the bottom of her dress. She hikes it all the way up to the spaghetti straps that stretch over her shoulders. âCome and bring me those lucky white bones of yours.â
She looks so pathetic, standing there showing off her bloomers, that I down the rest of my shine and walk over to her. It wouldnât be right to leave her high and dry, holding her dress in the air, slapped in the face by an albino.
I close my eyes and do what I came here to do, repeatedly telling myself that she likes me. When we finish I sit up and button my shirt. She turns her back to me for privacy, which I find a little odd considering what just took place. She stands half-naked in front of the window, pulling her bloomers back up around her hips.
âWell, Iâll be going,â I say to the back of her head. Sheâs already taken my money and Iâm not expecting a receipt.
Margaret doesnât turn around and it hits me that somethingâs up. My tongue goes dry and the rims of my ears burn.
I reach for the door but it flies open before I can grab the knob. Two Spanish-looking hoods wearing long woolen overcoats rush into the room. The small one has dark skin, waxed hair, and a thin mustache. The taller one is olderâheâs pasty white and has dark crescents under his eyes. And heâs holding a foot-long cleaver.
âHis legs, Hector. Get his femurs,â the little one is yelling.
Hector lunges at me, swinging the blade at my legs. I grab his wrist with both hands and try to shake the knife loose.
Margaret rushes out of the room and the little guy charges me. He throws his arms around my waist and pushes me toward the window. I trip on the lamp and the three of us fall to the floor; my