metal detector, because Iâll turn around and walk right back out. Everything I saw in Alistair Meadeâs trailer tells me that this group, the Citizens for Freedom, or whatever they call themselves, is legit, but up until a few days ago, I thought that Valor Savings Bank and the police were legit. When you donât know whatâs real anymore, itâs always better to have a loaded gun.
Whatever history they have, Wyatt and Chance seem like theyâre on the same team right now. Wyattâs in front, Chance is in back, both in gorilla mode with Gabriela and me between them. Everyoneâs twitchy. I subtly move my gun around to my hip in case I need to draw it. Carrying my Valor gun feels right tonight, but everything feels so wrong. Now that weâre around people, Iâm twitchy and raw, an exposed nerve. My skinny jeans feel like a layer of hardened sweat, and I know I look and smell as bad as I feel.
Another guy in a yellow vest is guiding people to an open set of double doors, and itâs fucking terrifying. There are no outside lights, but an extension cord shows a chain of lanterns going in, almost like weâre descending into a cave. It doesnât even look like a high school; it looks like the pit to hell. I wouldâve gone to Bear Creek, but theyclosed it and built Big Creek when I was a kid. It was a big dealâwhat to do with this land. For whatever reason, no one was allowed to get rid of it and build parks or houses, so here it is, a broke-down school thatâs been empty for ten years. The guy by the doors has an assault rifle, which sets my blood cold.
âGâwon in,â he says with a thick Southern accent.
Wyatt turns to meet Chanceâs eyes, and I can almost read the conversation.
What the hell are we going in to?
Can it possibly be worse than where weâre coming from?
Too late. More people are behind us with more headlights turning in all the time, and we donât have a lot of choice. It reminds me of being in line for a roller coaster. By the time you decide you donât want to ride it, theyâre already snapping down the harness.
We step into the hallway, and the scent is what hits me firstâmildew and animal piss overlying that same weird smell that every school has that tells you youâre in trouble, or at least that youâre going to be miserable for a while. The classroom doors are closed, their glass windows pitch-black. All we have to guide us is the string of lanterns, one every twelve feet or so.
The lights lead us around a corner toward the sound of a crowd trying to be quiet. A line of people waits at a set of double doors, and at first I canât place the swoopy robot sound.
âMetal detectors? Youâve got to be kidding me,â Wyattmurmurs, and my gun feels red-hot against my skin. Iâll run before I let them take it from me.
âYouâre clean. Find a seat,â says the woman holding the wand, and then itâs our turn.
âWeâre not giving up our guns,â Wyatt says quietly, and the woman barks a smokerâs laugh.
âThen maybe yâall deserve to live,â she says. âYou can keep your guns. Weâre checking for wires and tech. Gotta make sure Valor ainât listening in. Arms out, please.â
Wyatt holds his arms out, and the woman swoops the loop over him. It bings loudly when it hits his backpack, and she gives him a sharp look.
âWhat are you carrying, son?â
Wyatt shakes his head, furious. âNothing from Valor.â
A bearded guy in his forties who looks a little like a bear yanks the pack off Wyattâs arm. âYouâd better hope thatâs not what it sounds like, kid,â he says, all gruff menace. I take a step toward Wyatt, wanting to comfort him or defend him, and the guy with the beard stops me with a hand. He looks at me closely, eyebrows drawn down. âStand back, honey. You donât want to get