dejected and miserable. âHeâs a beast.â She got up and went to the cupboard, taking out a cup.
âThereâs a reason,â Lillian said quietly, eyeing Dana while she rolled a piecrust, her brown hands flecked with flour and dough. âHeâs so alone.â
âWe all are,â Dana said absently, her eyes blank on the shimmering black coffee as she poured herself a cup of the steaming brew and sat back down. âEvery one of us.â
âNot like he is.â Lillian picked up the pie tin and a sharp knife, and trimmed theexcess pastry away in a neat motion. âAnd I donât mean just since the Missus died. She hated him. Hated his job, hated his hobbies, hated his civic workâ¦she was jealous of him. If youâd worked here while she was still alive, sheâd have made life hell for you. She drove him wild with her jealousy. You know,â she said solemnly, setting down the pie crust to study Dana, âshe used to call restaurants where heâd be entertaining clients, to see who he was with. She was always checking up on him.â
Dana nodded. âI remember hearing you talk about it, years ago. Heâ¦he was a very attractive man, I donât suppose she could help being jealous if she loved him.â
âThatâs the whole point, she didnât,â Lillian said gruffly. âShe didnât care if he died, but she was scared heâd find some other woman and kick her out. She liked the money, the clothes, the fancy cars. She liked her life, and didnât have any notion of changing it.â
âBut she had loversâ¦â
âOnly the one who killed her,â Lillianrecalled. âHe was special, but when the Mister told her to give him up, she didnât give it a second thought. They said that was why her lover killed her, because she was breaking it off. Sheâd given him God knows how many expensive things, including a carâ¦the trial cut the Mister apart,â she said, shaking her head. âIt ripped his pride to shreds, but I never heard him say a word about it. Not one word. He buried it inside.â
Something else for him to blame me for, Dana thought miserably. To lose his fortune and his pride at the same time would have been a blow few men could have borne. But Adrian Devereaux was a breed apart, and nothing could bring him to his knees.
âHe loved her?â she murmured absently.
âHoney, you canât live with someone for thirteen years and not feel anything when they die,â Lillian said with a patient smile. âI think he had to feel something for her. She was a very beautiful woman, and she could be charming. But she suredidnât care about him. Wouldnât even give him childrenâshe was afraid theyâd ruin her figure.â
âMaybe he didnât want them,â she murmured.
Dana felt those wise eyes on her. âHe wanted them. Thereâs a child-hunger in that man. He wants an heir. But,â she added coolly, âhe neednât think this new girlâs going to give him one! She likes her girlish figure, too, for all that her girlhood years are behind her,â she mumbled cattily.
âIs she his age?â
âJust about.â Lillian smiled. âYouâre a baby compared to both of them. You steer clear of the dragon, honey, sheâll burn you to a cinder.â
âI canât. Heâs getting me up a list of people to invite to a party on the lake this weekend. Iâll just bet her nameâs at the top of the list.â
âGod love you, child,â Lillian sighed. She poured the apple mixture into her pie shell and laid the second crust on top, pinching the edges together in a prettyfluted pattern. Just as Danaâs mother used to do, years ago, beforeâ¦
âHe hates me, you know,â she told Lillian, tracing the pattern on the tablecloth with one long, slender finger.
âWhy?â Lillian asked