Taylor said. âTomorrow could be crazy.â
âWeâll just play one more hand,â McKenna said.
Taylor asked, âWould you like me to stay with you for a while, or do you want to be alone?â
I shook my head. âI donât want to be alone.â
âI donât want to leave you alone,â she said.
We headed upstairs to my room. I unlocked the door, and we went in. I lay back on my bed, and Taylor lay down next to me. âIâm so worried about you,â she said again. âCan I hold you?â
I nodded. âIâll try not to shock you this time.â
She put her arms around me. âDonât be afraid. Remember what your mother always said, âThings have a way of working out.âââ
Hearing this made me angry. âMy motherâs dead. So things didnât really work out .â
âYou donât know that, Michael,â she said quietly. âAt least not yet.â Neither of us said anything for a while. Then Taylor said, âIf itâs true about your mother, what will you do?â
âIf Hatch killed my mother, Iâm going to hunt him down.â
Taylor thought for a moment, then said, âWhatever you want.â
âI didnât mean you.â
She raised herself up on one elbow. âWhat are you saying?â
âIâm just saying you donât need to come with me.â
âIs that what you want?â
âNone of this is what I want. Iâd just rather not see you die because of me.â
âMaybe Iâd rather die than never see you again.â
âWhy?â
âYouâre asking why? After all weâve been through, you still donât know I love you?â
âIâm sorry,â I said. âIâm just upset.â
âI know. Letâs not talk, okay?â
She pulled me into her again, and for the next ten minutes we just lay together in silence. Taylor had just fallen asleep when someone knocked. I carefully undraped her arms from around me, then got up and opened the door. It was Ostin.
âSorry, you have the key.â He stepped inside. âTaylorâs here.â
âYeah,â I said.
âWhereâs McKenna?â Taylor asked sleepily.
âShe went back to your room. She was tired.â
âDo you want me to leave?â Taylor asked.
âNo, youâre good,â Ostin said.
I lay back on the bed, and this time I held her. In just a few minutes, Taylor fell asleep again. After a half hour or so, I looked over at Ostin. His eyes were wide open. âI canât sleep,â I whispered.
âMe neither. Letâs see if we can get something on TV.â
âTaylorâs sleeping,â I said.
âIâll keep the volume low.â
The television was ancientâthe kind with an antenna on top. Not surprisingly, the picture came in fuzzy. Ostin adjusted the antennas, which made the picture a little better, but not by much. Then he flipped through about a dozen channels, most of which were in Spanish. He finally stopped on a show called Gilliganâs Island . It was an American show, but Spanish had been dubbed in over their voices. I had seen the show in EnglishâI had watched it on rerunsâbut it was funnier in Spanish.
After it, there were other old American shows, one called Hoganâs Heroes, the next called The Wild Wild West.
By the time the third show came on, Ostin was asleep. I looked atmy watch. It was half past twelve. We would be meeting downstairs in just three and a half hours.
I carefully let Taylor go, then got up and turned off the television. It was strange that turning on the TV hadnât woken Taylor, but turning it off did. As I was about to leave the room, Taylor said, âMichael?â
I turned back. âYeah.â
âIs it time to get up?â
âNo. Itâs only twelve thirty.â
âWhere are you going?â
âOut for a walk. I