on my book, Rendezvous with the Rose-Grey Mare ,because of her.
âThere are other places to sit, you know,â I say.
âI know.â
âWell why do you have to sit here then?â
âI like it here. Why do you sit here?â
âI like it.â
âDo you like it more than sitting with April and that?â she asks me.
âApril only arrived last term,â I say.
âSo?â
âSo donât call them âApril and thatâ. Us three, Charlotte, Brianna and me, were friends for ages before April arrived.â In Grade 3, I remember everyone called us âStevie and thatâ.
âSorry. But theyâre not your group anymore, right?â she says.
Morgan needs to mind her own business.
âIâm just not sitting with them at the moment but I donât need more friends. There are special circumstances.â
âOkay.â
Morgan starts reading her book again but I canât concentrate on Rendezvous with the Rose-Grey Mare. She has ruined my peaceful lunchtime.
After school we go to the hospital again to visit Rhys, even though there is no point because he just sleeps all the time. But Mum wants to be there when he wakes up. One thing I have learned with Rhys being in hospital is that sick people are really boring. They lie around doing nothing.
Mum told me to draw a picture of a horse for Rhys to put up beside his bed. Iâm drawing the rose-grey mare from the book. I draw a black saddle because black is Rhysâs favourite colour (even though black isnât a colour, itâs a shade; Miss Ellis taught us that in art class, but Rhys doesnât know anything even though heâs in Year 7).
Underneath the horse I write, Get well soon Rhys. From Stevie .
Mum sticks it up on the wall next to his bed.
Rhys eventually opens his eyes.
Mum says, âHello, love. How are you feeling?â
âAwful,â says Rhys.
A nurse with a blonde ponytail and red glasses comes over. She says, âGood, youâre awake. We just have a couple more tests to do.â
Rhys shakes his head. âNo. Mum, Iâm too tired.â
âDo you have to do them now?â Mum asks.
âIâm afraid so,â says the nurse. âItâll only take a couple of minutes. It wonât be as bad as yesterday, I promise.â
Rhys turns away from the nurse and looks at the wall. âWhy is there a picture of an antelope?â
âStevie drew it for you, love,â says Mum. âItâs a horse . . . I think.â
âItâs rubbish. It doesnât even look like a horse. I donât want it.â
Mum takes the picture down and hands it back to me. âWeâll put it up at home,â she says.
I fold the picture in half quickly. I donât want the nurse to see it because Rhys is right, itâs not my best drawing, the legs are wrong again.
The nurse smiles at me. âBig brothers,â she says, as if this explains everything. âCome on then, letâs get this over with.â
âStevie, why donât you go to the Kidz Space?â says Mum.
The nurse pulls the curtain around Rhysâs bed.
I donât want to go to the Kidz Space. It will just be for little kids. I have nothing in common with them.
I walk out of Rhysâs room but instead of turning left towards the Kidz Space I turn right and walk down the corridor. I see a door with a green exit sign over it. I make sure no-one is looking and then I open the door and peek inside. There are concrete stairs leading up and down. Maybe if I go down the stairs Iâll end up outside the hospital. I might be near the McDonaldâs and find five dollars on the ground and get a Coke and some fries.
The door clicks shut behind me as I start to walk down the stairs. The walls and the stairs are made of concrete. Thereâs a little landing every twelve steps and the stairs change direction backwards and forwards. Iâm like a little