yourself the Sox are going to win the division, and this is the year youâre going to beat me in fantasy baseball.â
Iâm definitely not going there. Instead I take her hand, and we start walking down the beach. Just touching her hand makes my whole body feel alive and awake. Iâve been holding hands with girls since I was thirteen. But thatâs the thing: Iâve been holding hands with âgirls.â They might as well all be the same. When I hold hands with Annabelle, Iâm holding hands with aâ¦person.
Did I say Iâm a sucker for tearjerker movies? Just please, please donât bring up astrology, I silently beg.
âSo how are your brother and grandma doing?â I ask. Thatâs a safe topic.
âI just heard from Gabe last night,â she says, her steps falling naturally in sync with mine. âHe said theyâre in Kazakhstan and they ate horse.â
âHorse, as inâ¦â
âAs in what cowboys ride. No one should eat the Black Stallion.â
I laugh, even though Iâm grossed out. âI am with you on that one. Jeez. This will sound badâ¦but how did it taste?â
âHe said it was pretty good actually, but you know Gabe. Heâll eat anything.â
I remember last summer when he ate two bags of clams from Moeâs, the greasiest, oldest seafood in Gingerbread and possibly in the world. âGood point.â
âHe also told me that if I use his computer while heâs gone, heâll make my senior year a living hell.â
âThat was the best he could come up with? A living hell? Thatâs not so bad.â
âHe doesnât have a whole lot going on upstairs,â she says. âMaybe the trip will do him some good. Grandma says heâs a late bloomer.â
A gull flies low over the water and then ducks in after a fish.
âSome things never change,â I say. âLike Gabeâs brain.â
âWhich, at times, can be a good thing.â
âOr the worst thing ever.â
She laughs. âYour parents seemed happy yesterday.â
âCan we not talk about it?â I say, rolling my eyes. Obviously Annabelle has seen my parents at their worst, but itâs still less than ideal to have them walking around in some of the gear they test out. Yesterday wasnât that bad, but my mom mentioned that her next article is on a new line of âsexy skiwearâ (her words) for teens, which should be mortifying. Especially if she shows up wearing it at the Opera Caféâwhich sheâs been known to do, claiming she needs to get reactions from a crowd. âI think itâs going to get worse. They looked like giant traffic cones.â
âWell, as long as thereâs no lederhosen involved,â she says.
I laugh. A little too loudly. Two years ago my dad posed for an Austrian magazine article on âski instructors over fifty,â and they had him in lederhosen. Any normal person would do all he could to bury this, but my dad is actually proud of it. He had the picture framed.
âIs he still looking for the picture?â she asks, grinning.
âIt was the first thing he mentioned when we got to the house. He was sure it was here somewhere, and he said he had to find it before the summer was over.â
âGood luck to him on that,â she says.
We both laugh. Last summer, I took the picture down when I was having one of those my-parents-arenât-home parties, and Annabelle said sheâd help me make it disappear for good. She has it hanging up in her closet in Albany.
âJust be careful he doesnât learn how to download a copy of it.â
I think of my dad swearing as he tries to log into his email without my momâs help. âNo worries there. Plus he really liked that it was the original cover. He wouldnât be as psyched about a copy.â
âYeah, it was a true classic,â Annabelle says. âI keep hoping