The suggestive gleam in his eyes hinted that heâd like to taste her.
Wishing sheâd learned how to flirt, she didnât know how to respond except to take his words at face value. âSo do I. Thatâs one of the things I miss about a big city. We donât have a Thai restaurant here. Japanese, Chinese, and Indian, but thatâs about it.â Great. Now she was babbling.
For a moment she imagined herself visiting Vancouver one weekend, dining at a Thai restaurant with Jamal. Dating. But even if the sex was stupendous, could a relationship lead anywhere? He was a city guy and she really did love the country. Besides, would a man who enjoyed undercover work even imagine marrying and having kids?
âHow about you?â She tried to sound casual. âDo you see marriage and kids in your future?â
The question had him sitting back giving a quick shrug. âNever have.â
âI kind of guessed that.â She had a swallow of beer and noticed that heâd finished his juice. âWant another glass of juice? Or a beer? Iâve got vodka, tonic, Coke. I could make coffee or tea.â
He swung to his feet. âIâll go look. Want another beer while Iâm up?â
âNo, thanks. Iâm still working on this one.â She watched him saunter toward the kitchen. Broad shoulders, back muscles rippling under his tee, great butt. Strong, powerful, but graceful too. Like an athlete. Unselfconscious about it.
She sighed. The one man who appeared to like her for who she was, who understood about her job, and who was totally hot in every wayâand of course he wanted a different kind of future. Fine. It was what it was, and she was practical. She had two options, assuming sheâd read that gleam in his eyes correctly. First, she could have a one-nighter. Tempting . . . Still, sheâd never done that kind of thing. No matter how orgasmic the sex might be, would she feel happy about herself in the morning?
Another sigh, full of regret, as she faced reality. Nope, she wasnât the âcasual sexâ kind of woman.
Second option: enjoy some time together as colleagues and friends, and then say good-bye. Would she have regrets in the morning? Yes, of the superficial kind that would have her reaching for her vibrator, but not of the deep-down kind that tarnished her self-respect.
Okay, decision made. Pressure off. A colleague and friend. Just like Jake Brannon. Karen stretched back and lifted her bare feet to the lightly scarred wooden coffee table that had come with the rental unit.
Jamal returned, carrying a tall glass holding something that looked like orange juice and tonic. He seated himself beside her, glanced at her stretched-out legs, then raised his own feet to rest on the coffee table.
She stared at his strong, brown, very masculine feet. Tracked up the long stretch of faded denim and noted the way his firm thighs pressed against the worn fabric. Skimmed longingly over the strategically faded fly.
A hungry pulse throbbed between her legs.
Okay, he wasnât just like Jake. What a funny thing attraction was, that she could look at two stunning guys and feel nothing but respect and friendship for one, yet be totally in lust with the other.
âTell me more about your family,â Jamal said. âYou guys still close?â There was something in his voice she couldnât define, perhaps envy or wistfulness. Was he not close to his own family? Later, sheâd find out. For now, sheâd happily talk about her parents and brother.
âYes, weâre very close. You know, my mom never expected to become a wife and mother. In her twenties, she was really into her work as an environmental activist. That was the 1970s. She traveled, protested, went out on boats to stop whalers, hugged trees to block clear-cut logging. Got arrested more than once. The causes were more important than her personal life. And then she met Dad.â
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