and a still-pretty face. âYou have good timing because supperâs nearly ready,â she said. âAre you hungry?â
âYes, maâam,â Rebecca returned enthusiastically while Pauline nearly teared up again with relief. Whatever this place cost, it was worth it.
âOh hush, Wags,â Cessie scolded lightly.
The little dog looked up at her and stopped barking.
âRebecca,â April May said as they approached the front steps. âWhy donât you and Ralph go wash up at the pump around back? Thereâs some soap on a string and a towel on a rack. Then yâall can look around a bit before you come in for supper.â
âYes, maâam.â Rebecca led Jake off and Sheeba started to follow, until April May called the dog back. Jake kept looking back at Mama worriedly. âItâs all right,â Rebecca assured him. âTheyâll take good care of Mama. I can tell.â She put an arm around his shoulders as they rounded the house. The sight of a dozen or more donkeys beyond another fence in back stopped them in their tracks.
âCan we go see them?â Jake asked.
Rebecca nodded and they went closer. As they peered in between the rails of the fence, some of the donkeys plodded toward them and they backed off a step. âWe ought to wash up,â Rebecca said calmly, even though her heart was suddenly beating faster. She turned and walked toward the pump, glancing back at the curious donkeys.
âGooseberries,â Jake exclaimed, pointing at the nearby bushes loaded with them. Most of them had turned red.
âWe can have a few, but wash your hands first,â Rebecca said sagely.
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âHere, dear,â Cessie said, setting a glass of red wine in front of Pauline, who was seated at the dining room table. âYou sip on that.â
As Cessie sat, Pauline took a drink. Because her stomach was empty, she felt it hit bottom. She took a breath, determined to calm herself. She simply didnât have the liberty of falling apart.
April May plunked herself across from Pauline, pulled the carafe to her, and poured herself a glass. âSo, Paulineââ
âGive her a minute,â Cessie objected in a singsong voice.
âWho you running from?â April May continued.
Cessie frowned. âNow, that is nothing but plain olâ rude.â
âYour husband?â April May asked, ignoring her sister.
Pauline couldnât look at her, at either of them, but she nodded. Sheâd never planned to tell anyone the truth, but she didnât have the strength to lie to these women. Their warmth was like a blanket in a chilly room. She needed it. She wanted to wrap herself up in it.
âHe beat you?â April May asked.
Even as Cessie huffed her disapproval, Pauline felt an unexpected sense of relief.
âHe hit Jake?â April May pursued. âGave him that black eye?â
Pauline ducked her head as fresh tears surfaced.
âApril May Blue,â Cessie scolded. âYou are making matters worse.â
âNo, I am not. Face up to things and move the hell on, I always say.â
âIâve never once heard you say that.â
ââCause I never had the need. Now, thereâs the need. And thatâs exactly what Iâm saying. You tell me Iâm wrong.â
âWhat I will say is that you go too far. But thatâs all Iâm saying for the time being.â Cessie reached over and patted Paulineâs hand. âYou take all the time you need, dear.â She gave her sister another look of reproach, then rose gracefully and walked back into the kitchen.
âYou ask me, you were right to leave him,â April May declared. âNot only does a woman have the right to protect herself and her own, she ought to have the good sense to do it.â She paused. âHe know where youâre at?â
âI donât even kn-know where Iâm at.â
Cessie