stressed, thought Donovan. Even more than usual.
âDâyou want to take a break? Get a coffee?â
Anne Marie looked up at him like she was drowning and he had thrown a lifeline. âYeah,â she said, her voice croaking. Yeah, that would be nice, thanks.â
âAnd then we keep going, yeah?â Donovan reached across and turned the recorder off. He stood up, gave her a smile and went to make coffee.
Checking the screen in the office as he went past.
No change.
âSo youâve got a son?â
She nods. Jack. Nearly sixteen.â
âAnd is he Robâs son?â
She shakes her head. âNo. Jack was born long before Rob was on the scene. But heâs been good, you know. Good to Jack. Been a dad for him, as much as he can.â She nods to herself. âYeah.â
âAs much as he can?â
She shrugs. âYou know. Boyâs not his. These things are never easy. Rob doesnât always seem like a good bloke. But he is. Heâs got a good heart.â
âHow longâs Rob been on the scene?â
âSince Hull. Four years, almost.â
âAnd Jack was born â¦â
âIn London.â
He looks at her. âHow long had you been out of prison?â
She tries to smile. It doesnât quite work. âLong enough to get pregnant. Why you askinâ these questions?â
âBackground. I have to know these things.â
She nods.
âRight. So Jackâs dad â¦â
âIsnât around. Has nothinâ to do with him.â Said with finality, like a huge, old book slamming shut. âJackâs dad was ⦠no. I wonât say it. He might read this. I donât want him back into Jackâs life. Or Jack might read this. I donât want him findinâ out any thinâ about his dad.â
âHe might want to one day.â
âWell, thatâs his choice. I wonât be able to stop him then. But I will warn him.â
He tries to get her to say more. She wonât. He changes his questioning.
âSo Jack. He named after anyone?â
Her face changes. Cracks into a rare smile. âYeah. Man I never met. But a man I came to love.â
Heâs intrigued. He waits for her to tell more.
âMy life was saved in Fenton House. In Hertfordshire. It was a special unit for teenage boys. Well, teenage boys and one girl. Me.â
âReally?â
âThey didnât know what to do with me. The authorities. They found me guilty of murder and knew that I had to be punished. But they were also curious. Why had I done it? What had made me? So they sent me for therapy.â
He goes to say something.
âYeah, yeah I know. Therapy. I hate therapists, I hate psychiatrists. And I do. Mainly because of the prison ones, but that came later. But yeah, Fenton. Mr and Mrs Everett. They ran it. Wasnât like prison, not a bit. It was like home. Not a home, home. We were all supposed to have emotional problems that made us do what we did. But they didnât look on us as criminals. They looked on us as children.â
Tears are back in her eyes. She stares into the distance, into the past.
He waits.
âWe all lived in the same big house with Mr and Mrs Everett. We all ate sittinâ round the big, old, pine kitchen table. We all got help. And it was in Fenton that I met Joanne. Joanne Smeaton.â
âAh.â
âYeah. The name. I asked her, she said she didnât mind. Was quite flattered, really. She was an art therapist. Got me paintinâ and drawinâ. Sheâd had a husband. A good man, she said. But he was dead. Jack. That was his name. And she helped me so much, she â¦â
She stops talking, unable to hold back the tears.
He waits.
She dries her eyes. Continues. âAnyway. When Jack was born I called him after her husband.â
âAnd do you still see her? Are you still in contact?â
She shakes her head. âNo.â
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