was relieved to find that Station 3 was quick and painless, and that the next stop was a classroom where I could sit down. The classroom was a brightly lit computer lab, and it was already half full of students. I walked in and the instructor at the front told me to sit wherever I wanted, so I went straight to the empty row in the back. A few students glanced at me, but most of them were already engrossed in their computers, web browsing, and checking e-mail. A few of them had headphones on. They seem to take their technology very seriously around here , I thought, feeling even more like a fish out of water. After all, it was just last year that I’d gotten my very first computer.
I chose a computer and sat down, taking out my notebook and glasses. I didn’t really like them, but they made me look smarter. At least if I felt nervous or confused, I wouldn’t look like I was. I glanced to the front of the room and noticed the login and password was written on the board. I pulled out the keyboard, ready to key in the login information, but the system had already logged me in. Oh well, I thought, maybe someone already logged this one in and then moved to another seat.
A few more students trickled in, and finally, the instructor stood up and instructed everyone to log on, that we would begin in five minutes. But I wasn’t paying much attention to her; I was busy watching the guy who’d just dashed in the door and was making his way toward me. The first thing I noticed was how tall he was, and then I started to get nervous because I thought he was going to sit right next to me and start talking to me, and I really did not want to talk to anybody—especially not a cute guy who looked like he might actually be taller than me. I stared at my blank computer screen―looking up just in time to see him flash a smile.
I smiled back, nodded, and opened my mouth to say hello when all of a sudden, he looked over and recognized another friend two rows over … a cute girl with short, stylish hair and a strappy tank top. Figures .
The girl waved him over, patting the empty chair next to her. I was staring at my computer screen, trying to seem uninterested. When I glanced up, the girl was twirling her hair, her mouth drawn up in a mock pout. She waved him over again.
He looked at me briefly, shrugged apologetically, and dashed over next to the girl when the instructor’s back was turned. I watched them chat quietly, heads close, and sighed. I was actually glad he hadn’t sat down by me after all. What the heck would I have said to him anyway?
Just then, a girl with a long brown ponytail and glasses sat down next to me.
“Hi, I’m Christy. Christy Barnes. Remember?”
She sort of looked familiar, but I couldn’t say for sure. “We sat next to each other in second grade. I remember you.”
“Oh yeah,” I lied. “Christy. How’s it going?”
“Everyone calls me Cricket,” she said, holding out her hand.
“Hi Cricket,” I said, shaking her extended hand.
“Nice to meet you—again,” she said with a broad smile. “It won’t take long for you to find your way around,” she said, eyeing me up and down with a quick appraisal. “Ooh, love your shoes! Way cool.”
A picture of Dani, running up to me, her hair in ponytails, shorter than me. I love your shoes, she’d said.
And just like that, I’d made a friend. The same way I’d met Dani. It was a good sign. I smiled. “Thanks!”
A Dream
After orientation, Cricket and I stood on the front steps to the school, waiting for our parents. We watched as most of our classmates went straight for the parking lot to get in