pointing out the empty seat in front of Tammy.
Nakita sat stiffly, her nose wrinkled as if she smelled something bad. I agreed with her. I hadnât ridden the bus since Iâd gotten my car a year ago. âCourse my car was still in Florida with my mom, but Iâd rather ride my bike in the rain for five miles than take the bus now. I gingerly leaned back, my feet spread wide for balance as I fell into the half-aware stupor that the bus had always engendered in me. Slowly Nakitaâs posture eased as she took in my slouch and the barely contained havoc of the rest of the bus. It was noisy. Iâd forgotten that part. Oh, joy.
The bus lurched, and I propped myself straight as we hit the main road. Slowly the noise evened out and the roaring of the diesel became a background hum. Okay, Iâd found Tammy. Now the question was, how could I convince her to stay home tonight so her apartment wouldnât catch on fire, Johnny wouldnât die, and she wouldnât lose faith in herself and the world? It wasnât like I could turn around in the seat and tell her to make a better decision or her brother was going to go to the big arcade in the sky.
âOh, itâs to die for!â a loud voice said, too bold to be comfortable on my ears. âI saw it last night. His pants are so tight you could bounce a peanut butter cup off them, and I swear, his shirt had a new button undone in every scene.â
âGood God, Jennifer,â Tammy said. âWhat is it with you comparing boys to food?â
âSo what?â the loud voice protested. âIâm going to see it again tonight. With Chris. You want to come? We can invite Dan and double date.â
âIâve got homework,â a new voice said from right behind me, sort of a soft, quiet voice that sounded like it belonged to someone who had been beaten down one too many times by her friends. I knew that voice. It had never been mine, but I knew it.
âHomework,â Jennifer snorted. âI knew you wouldnât come. I was talking to Tammy.â
Beside me, Nakita started fiddling with her amulet. I glared at her, not wanting her to draw her sword. Barnabas would have a fit.
âCome on, Tammy,â Jennifer coaxed. âYou like Dan, right? Nowâs your chance to find out how good he can kiss.â
âUh . . . my mom . . .â Tammy started, and Jennifer laughed.
âPle-e-e-ease!â she moaned. âThere is no way your mom will find out. Sheâs working.â
âYeah, but itâs not like I can sneak out with Johnny around. The little brat will tattle on me.â
âSo wait until heâs asleep. Weâre going to the late show, anyway.â
The image of a burning building drifted before my eyes, and again, the terror of Tammy seeing the quietly flashing ambulance with its small, covered stretcher filled me. I turned my head just enough so I could see Jennifer leaning over the back of Tammyâs seat, her arms dangling. Her expression was mocking, and I recognized that pissed look Tammy was now wearing. Iâd been goaded by people I thought were my friends, too. She was going to do it, not because she wanted to sit in a dark theater with Dan, but because she didnât want Jennifer to think she was chicken.
âLook,â Jennifer said, gum snapping, âwait for your mom to call at nine, like she always does, and then come out when bug boy is asleep. Easy peasy. Youâll be home by twelve thirty.â
The girl who had begged off with homework had her lips pressed, silently telling Tammy to say no. Jennifer saw it and pulled back a little. âYouâre chicken,â she said derisively.
I sighed, knowing what was going to happen next.
âAm not!â
I held the edge of the seat as we took a corner, looking away when Jenniferâs eyes met mine for a second. âThen Iâll see you at ten thirty,â the girl said, and I
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington