birthday. Youâve been wonderful. Thank you, again.â
Betsy turned around and went across the large open front section between the candy case and the front door, and then she was gone. For a moment, Emma could still see her through the windows, striding out onto the sidewalk. In no
time at all, though, she had disappeared, and Emma found herself counting it all up in her head: the yellow dress, real silk, and fully lined; the shoes; the handbag; the hair; the diamond engagement ring, backed as it was by a thick gold band more like the ones men wore than the ones women did. Emma looked down at her own shoes, good sensible canvas ones so that her feet wouldnât hurt if she walked too much in the city. She looked at her own diamond engagement ring, which George had bought her when she had only been out of high school a year. She looked at the canvas tote bag she was carrying instead of a real purse, because she thought it would be better for carrying the things they bought when they went to the kind of places that really interested her, like the Tower of London.
âWell,â George said. â Sheâs changed a lot, hasnât she?â
âYouâve given me ten cents too much change,â the old woman said, tapping her knuckles against the counter next to her brown paper bags. âI donât think youâre paying attention. I donât think youâve heard a single word Iâve said the whole time Iâve been in here.â
âSorry,â Emma said. âIâve been a little distracted today.â
âYou canât expect to keep customers if you donât listen to what they say,â the old woman said. âYou take me, for instance. I wonât be back here again. Youâve got good stock, but I wonât go where Iâm not being listened to. Iâm a customer with money to spend. I have a right to be listened to.â
âYes,â Emma said. âOf course.â
âYouâre only saying âof courseâ because youâre trying to humor me,â the old woman said. âI wonât be humored. Iâm not some senile old cat.â
âYes,â Emma said. Then she stopped. She had been about to say âof course.â âI hope you enjoy your things,â she said, instead.
The old woman looked ready to start up again, but instead she just gathered up her bags, and looked Emma over â fat cow , Emma could almost hear her sayâand left,
making her feet hit the floor with particular emphasis, and slamming the door as she went out.
Emma took a chamois cloth and gave the counter a quick rub, just to give herself something to do. What bothered her about her talks with Belinda was that endless complaint: it isnât fair . What frightened her, ever since she had first started hearing Betsyâs name on television, was that it might be very fair, there might be something about Betsy that really deserved to be famous, if only in a minor way, something about her that the rest of them, even Maris, did not have. It was not something that Emma herself wanted, but it was something that the rest of the world might easily judge to be better than what she had, and she hated the thought of that, much in the same way she had once hated the sight of Betsy in the hall at school with the top button of her blouse buttoned tight, even though everybody knew that when you wore a blouse that way you looked like a jerk. Now Betsy was coming home, moving back into that big brick house in Stony Hill, and everything would be ruined.
4
It had been a bad day, one of the worst Peggy Smith Kennedy could remember in at least six months, and that, she told herself, was why it bothered her so much that nobody had thought to call and tell her the news about Betsy Toliver. Of course, there wasnât much news about Betsy Toliver. There wasnât anything she didnât know. Unlike most of the others, she didnât try to hide