doing?â
âIâm not pregnant anymore, am I?â
Tears filled the wells of Vonnieâs eyes and then spilled over the rim. âNo honey. Iâm so sorry,â she said, squeezing Ryanâs hand.
âDonât be.â Ryan turned her head. She didnât have any more tears for miscarriages.
âYouâre going to be okay.â Vonnie wiped her tears. âThis wasnât the first time, was it?â
âNo!â Ryan kept her head turned away. âHowâd you know?â
âWomen know these things and so do doctors.â
Ryan snorted. âYeah.â
Vonnie lifted her finger like she just remembered something and then rummaged through her bag.
âI have your cell phone. Youâve missed a few calls,â she said, handing the phone to Ryan.
Just as she suspected, her mother had called several times. Nothing from Anderson.
âHave you spoken to anyone?â Ryan winced, trying to reposition herself on the narrow hospital bed. Vonnie tried to assist her, but Ryan held her hand up. âIâve got it.â
She was afraid for Vonnie to touch her. Every muscle and limb felt sore. Her pelvic area felt hollow, making her feel less than a woman. That reality made her breathing heavy, like boulders had been placed on her lungs.
She couldnât break down in front of Vonnie. Sheâd seen enough of her life for one day.
âAre the men finished golfing?â
âYeah. Donât worry. I didnât say anything. I told Mike that you and I were having lunch.â Vonnie sniffed out a small laugh. âThose men get so excited when we get together without them.â
âI know.â Ryan shifted again and grimaced. âI should call my mother back.â
âIâll give you some privacy. If you need me, Iâll be right outside. I want to talk to the doctor again before I leave anyway.â
Ryan grabbed Vonnieâs arm before she walked away. âThank you.â
Vonnie smiled. âNo problem at all.â
Ryan called her mom once Vonnie was out of sight. Bracing herself, she took a deep breath, pulling strength from the depth of her core. She counted the rings as she slowly exhaled. No answer. She ended the call and dialed again. This time she left a lengthy message. As soon as her mother got it, sheâd be at the hospital in no time, ready to do her part. Theyâd done this dance several times before.
Chapter 8
Vonnie
Vonnie yelled out to Mike louder than she had the moment before. Frantically, she shook a fragrant mix of seasonings over the ground turkey and sausage, mixed with garlic, onions and peppers. She pushed the ingredients to her infamous turkey lasagna around in the large pot while opening the oven with a gloved hand to peek in on the stuffing.
âComing!â
âYou said that ten minutes ago! I need you now!â Vonnie rolled her eyes.
âIâm coming now!â Mike screamed back.
Another few minutes passed and Mike was still a no-show. Vonnie tossed her apron onto the center island, armed herself with the rolling pin she used to flatten the crust for her sweet potato pies, and charged through the halls of their expansive ranch home toward the bedroom.
âMike!â As she suspected, he was still lying in the bed.
Mike peeked over the covers; Vonnie raised the rolling pin high in the air and Mike scurried back under the covers.
âOkay! You got me!â He laughed, trying to avoid Vonnieâs strikes with the rolling pin.
âYouâre such a liar! Get up! Youâre supposed to be helping me.â
Mike threw the covers back and grabbed Vonnieâs hand before she could hit him again. He pulled her down and positioned himself on top. Vonnie giggled and squirmed beneath him.
âGet off of me!â
Mike grabbed her hands, held them out and kissed her neck. âNo!â Vonnie jerked and squealed as he pinned his mouth between her neck and chin. She